"Leini..."
A faraway voice called her back. Quinn. Leilani recognized it instantly. Why did he sound so sad? It was unlike him. She could count on him to be the happy face in her life - always there even when she didn't notice. A Quinn set in sorrow, had she ever seen it before? She remembered herself reaching out the rain and the wind whipping at her face. The pain, the irony taste in her mouth- Her mind was still in that groggy mist between unconsciousness and the moment where she would realized the state of the world around her as being something more than fragments of bad memories. This time was blissful, however it disappeared quickly, and what she woke up to was a throbbing pain. Leilani clutched at her forehead, feeling the dampness of blood against her fingers.
The dream...Why was it always dreams? When she closed her eyes, what filled her visions were scenes - sometimes beautiful and frequently terrible. Words, characters that she had familiarized with over the years as if they were real people who had lives and she was simply observing them all. But what she just woke from there was nothing except her and that presence; the presence that felt so familiar, so intimate. It had invaded her in that darkness, in those last seconds she was there - peeling back her mental skin. She could not fight it, and now the calmness that enshrouded her before barred down heavily on her, forcing her into near stoic state. Not quite however, her sense of self remained somewhere digging at the edges of walls with dirty chewed down nails. Her first reaction to the wound on her forehead would be to panic, to have her heartbeat begin to race, and throttle the person who did it to her. Instead she simply brought her hand down from her forehead and struggled to right herself. Her body was heavy, tired, and worn down. Her eyes went to the blood on her hand-
That was not her hand. At least she still seemed to have her night vision.
What her gaze fell on was a much larger, thinner, and long fingered hand with dark coloured skin and claw-like nails that could make any villainous woman jealous. This was the very furthest one could get from hers. She grabbed her wrist - with another one of those hands, which was attached to an arm, like the other one. At this point she was hoping that someone else dropped them. Unfortunately those arms were also attached to the torso. H...her torso. She padded down her chest, hands crawling across alien clothing that was the least of her worries, the worst of her worries were realised when two of her best assets were found missing in action.
Oh gods oh gods oh gods oh gods oh gods oh gods oh gods oh god oh gods.
No mount of forced stoic states could stop this rise of panic.
She...No he...no she...Oh, this was going to be difficult. He, for as of right now that's what Leilani was instead of the plump perky young woman that should be in his place, sat a handsome man with pale long hair. He was adored in lavish clothing - quite unseen in the slums of Arca, he would stand out like a sore thumb - fit for a king or a prince, not a farmhand. The eyes that Leilani now looked through were coloured brightly orange, the pupils slit much like a snake's. His hands moved to feel his face, the features - bridge of his nose, cheekbones, jaw line, to his ears that were not human in the least bit- all the while his breathing seemed to be caught in a cycle of short unsteady breaths. There was a pressure on his chest, a soreness in his ribcage. Something was definitely broken. He wiped away the blood that had accumulated under his nose.
What do I do now? His thoughts became sedated again; only some emotions could break through, and only for a small duration before they were suffocated once more, allowing him to think on practical actions instead of ones purely controlled by strong desires. Later, he knew, he'd have a heart attack.
The door slammed against the brick mortar outside. Again, and again. Rain poured in, soaking the floor boards and the wind carried words that for a moment he forgot.
"Leini..."[/i]
"Quinn..." After he spoke his throat tightened in embarrassment. That deep voice - definitely not normal. No one was around to hear it, so why did he feel silly? Either way, he attempted to stand up awkwardly, like a fawn using its legs for the first time. Carefully he steadied himself on the nearby table, his nails clicking against the surface. Oh, he was much taller...He could get used to this. A small smile played on his lips, but faded with the sound of the door. It reminded him of what he needed to do. Somehow, he needed to find Quinn and save him.
Despite not being used to the new body, he had to make do. The biggest challenge before him was getting out of that doorway. The first time, he had hit a seemingly invisible block until he realized antlers were growing out from his head. Not just any antlers, bloody golden ones. This...Could take some manoeuvring.