18, July
Today I have done something beyond what I would have believed possible. I considered killing Koshi. I didn't want to, but I also didn't want to be beaten within an inch of my life again either. Mom and Dad found out that he knew about our existence and they're sure he'll tell his parents. I kept telling them he's known for years, and he won't tell, but they won't listen. I was a coward.
I came up to his room with a knife in hand.
