(Okay thanks for warning me, and don’t worry too much about post length because a short post is better than no post at all. Congrats on college, too.)
The uncharacteristic softness in her voice was calming. Nyci tried to sort out just exactly how he was supposed to explain his situation; the details of the past were quite complicated, and the present was downright confusing to him. Of course, in reality it wasn’t that complicated, but to Nyci it seemed so because of his current mental state. He was restless, haunted, and guilt-ridden.
He nodded at her next statement. It was a long story. The half-demon sat down beside her on the floor and leaned gingerly against the wall, trying his best to get comfortable. He couldn’t seem to stay still for very long. “You are quite right,� he confirmed, “it is… a very long tale, and not an easy one to tell.� There was a brief pause while he organized his words and then he finally began. “It starts, I suppose, with the murder of my brother.�
Where he’d grown up, it was not socially acceptable to show too much obvious emotion, so he turned his head to hide the sorrow in his eyes. “I was young at the time- twelve, I think. I was a tiny little thing, much too young for the life I led. Politics is a nasty thing, Narvess. Don’t ever get mixed up in it. He went somewhere one day, and he must have known he was going to his death because he told me to stay home. Came home with a knife in his back.� This part was the hardest for Nyci, because he still remembered that feral reckless look in his brother’s eyes, the wild desperation of a man who had nothing left to lose because he was already dying. “What I didn’t know was that someone had made a deal with him that he could come back to life- if his death were avenged by a family member. He asked me to swear revenge on his killer, and I, unaware of what exactly I was committing myself to, took the oath against my better judgment.�
Nyci took a deep breath and sighed wearily. He didn’t feel well at all; his joints ached, his head hurt, and he was very, very tired. He was not a vengeful person and did not hold grudges, but this was not his fight. “I am bound by more than simply my word to fulfill my promise to him. I’m chained by blood, magic, fate and a whole bunch of other things I can’t even explain, and my brother didn’t really know what he was getting me tangled up in. He was under the impression I’d just have to kill the one who stabbed him. Instead, it turns out that I had to unearth a huge, twisted, deep-rooted conspiracy in which he was only a pawn, and to free myself I have to reap vengeance on everyone involved.�
Nyci’s voice cracked toward the end of his last sentence, so he paused. This was tough on him, and he needed a moment to recover from having to relive the experience before he could continue the story of how he ended up in so much trouble.