She ached from her toes to the tips of her hair - no lie! Her heart was thudding away in her chest, beating like a scared rabbit's heart while it stared its hunter in the face. It desperately sought freedom from her chest and Devi certainly didn't want that. But no matter how much she willed it, her heart stubbornly wouldn't stop its accelerated beatings. But She couldn't really blame it - she had been running for quite some time, and as sick as she was, it was hardly in her best interest. But when had she ever thought about what was in her own best interest? Well... actually, Devi wouldn't get in the technicalities of that.
She clutched at the large, billowing shirt, doubling over, wheezing, red-faced, her dog ears limp against her head right along with her tail. The color was beginning to fade, leaving her a ghastly pale [a sharp contrast to the rest of her, what with her dark tanned skin, black hair and dark brown ears and tails with white patches]. Air. Air was a necessity of life - she'd be damned if she could get a mouthful.
After the first few initial moments of not being able to breathe, the tide of unsettling panic, and then regaining the ability to breathe again, Devi simply.. well, slumped to the ground. She hardly registered that she was in the middle of the road, on the ground on a pretty busy day. Of course that changed a little when people didn't see her at first [she was never a tall girl, regardless that she's 23, she never really got past five foot two] and stepped on her. After she made a few startled squeaks, awkward laughter she scuttled away with a few apologies left to trail behind her.
And there she found herself. Quite lost. Hungry. And not at all bothered by her situation. Of course she still looked a little sick, what with the shadows beneath her eyes, her drawn face and the lack of color. However, it did little to conceal her curiosity and enthusiasm for the place around her. It was a simple place but she loved it all the same.
What was that noise? People were beginning to give her strange looks. She looked up with all the wide-eyed innocence of a child - and then looked slowly down to her stomach. It was grumbling - no, more like roaring - hungrily. Her expressive face went from shock, slight displeasure, to amused. Humiliation never once crossed her face.
Devi sniffed the air, and following her nose right up to a window. She pressed her face against the dirty, pitted glass, staring into the tavern. Sure, she was being a nuisance and detracting from the business, and sure she was drooling down the window and sure her tail was wagging a mile-a-minute, but did the bartender really have to look at her so meanly? It didn't deter her the slightest, however.
If anything, it only encouraged her further. She slid right into the bar, rubbing her face free of the dirt. The bar tender seemed a little annoyed at something - probably the twenty-three year old dog-eared and tailed sickly woman who looked more like a child except for some minor details. Yeah, the very same that had been slobbering over his windows leaving some lines through the filth. At least they were cleaner. Although the bartender might beg to differ.
As innocent as can by, grinning from ear to ear and seemingly more curious than afraid [not even a hint of that in her] of the scuzzy, run down little place. Sometimes it was the dirtiest, cheapest places that had the best food. And that was all Devi was concerned about - not the shady characters or the drunk men and women.
Night had begun to set, the last wisps of light streaming through the windows to glare of sweating glasses and bottles, casting gray shadows throughout the bar. Devi noticed nearly everything about her - the warped floorboards beneath her bare, dirty feet, the stifling, oppressive smell of sweat and cheap liquor, and every low murmur and buzz of fly with each twitch of her small ears. Impossibly sharper than she looked. Impossibly as single-minded as she looked.
"Hi! Could'ya spare me some food?" Devi asked with a sweet, childish smile as she crept up onto a stool, peering over the bar at the man.
"Please? My stomach might eat itself," she urged, the bartender beginning to look annoyed.
"Kid, just leave! This ain't no place fer ya," he snapped angrily, tending to a nearby customer. He didn't need to mention that she wasn't paying and thus really had no chances of getting squat from him.
"Ah, ah! I'm beggin' ya! I'm HUNGRY," Devi insisted, tail doing long sweeps behind her, ears perked forward. She began to pout, lower lip jutting out, quivering and all. "Pleaseee? I'll leave right after, I SWEAR," she added, her voice taking a whiney pitch. If she couldn't convince him by being sweet, she'd be as annoying as she could possibly be.
However, the bartender seemed to be catching on rather quickly to her game.
"Shut yer mouth! These are payin' customers and ya ain't go no right to be here," he told her flatly, irritated.
"HUNGRY," she groaned, resting her chin on the counter. She was hungry and she had no money. She could steal, but she wasn't very good at it. She didn't like taking advantage of others and she didn't really like being a nuisance to others. But she was hungry. She needed energy and this damned fool wasn't giving her shit.
"I'm HUNGRY, I said," she huffed, kicking her feet at the wood of the counter, forcing her eyes to tear up. Did he really want her to wail? To sob and beg and cry? She could and she really would.
She could feel the stares of the customers, all burning on her sensitive skin. Devi wondered, vaguely, what they thought of her. Did they think she was pitiful and pathetic? Did they think she was weak and highly annoying? But Devi never did care much for what other people thought. In the end, it was always what she thought and what she wanted. In all honesty, she tried to do what was in the best interest of those she cared for. But the only person she saw around here that she cared for was herself. And at the moment, she was looking out for numero uno. Regardless if she was getting irritated and disbelieving stares.
"Feed me!" Devi's voice got exceedingly louder. It was her against this bartender's sheer stubborn will. He didn't want to lose and neither did she. "I'm hungry!" Her voice rose again.
"Don't make me get even more annoying," she said, slightly exasperated as she grabbed the edge of the counter and threw back her head dramatically. She was ready to go into tantrum-mode.
[for anyone if anyone's interested. haha. sorry if it sucks. late at night.]