"A submissive?" Niamh murmured, blinking at his use of the word. but she didn't question him any further on that, even if it puzzled her. He used the word as a noun. Didn't he just mean that Tzak was submissive? And even that didn't make much sense, because Tzak seemed pretty strong. Even if he was being controlled. And yet he was also controlling her by being controlled? For a moment the idea hurt her brain, but then she suddenly remembered that, no, it actually made a ton of sense. She'd done that very thing with Nexus. He'd tried to break her, enslave her, control her, but she'd feigned weakness and, in turn, had manipulated him instead of the other way around.
Ohh...
Suddenly everything made a lot more sense, and suddenly she saw Tzak in a different light. So he knew exactly what he was doing. He was the one that was truly pulling the strings and, by making Demaht think she controlled him, he was actually getting her to do what he wanted.
Heh. Smart man. If that was the case, maybe she shouldn't be as concerned as she was about the whole thing. Especially since...crap. That made them sound even more similar.
That was kinda scary.
Even scarier were the thoughts that ran through Nexus' head, but of course Niamh was blissfully unaware of them.
Demaht only growled in annoyance as Tzak continued to be so...so...difficult! Just wanted to use the time he had left?! Well what about her?! Wait. Not that she cared, of course, but...fool! Idiot! Se opened her mouth, about ready to tear into him yet again, but then he seemed to change his tune. He was compromising, bending just a little, and Demaht raised her eyebrows and sat back in her seat so she was no longer looming over him. That...was better. It still wasn't very good, but at least it meant he wouldn't suddenly keel over in a few years, and while seven years was a drop of water in an infinite sea, it was still a good deal of time for a mortal, right? She still had time to further convince him.
She could deal with that for now.
Demaht smiled brightly as Nexus spoke, all sunshine now that Tzak seemed to be meandering over to her side of the fence. She rested her arms on the table, and her skin, though still naturally warm, no longer scorched the wood. That was always a good sign. The scowl returned, though, when Tzak spoke again, going on and on about his prime or whatever. Her fingers curled against the wood, nails denting it.
"Fuck this 'prime'!" she snarled, eyes narrowing to golden slits as she looked at him. "Fuck death, too! Ya don't gotta have neither! Ya can always be in your bloody prime if ya wish it! Don'tcha get it?! Gods be damned ya stupid mortals are so damned dense!" she hissed, slapping the table and huffing in irritation. It was true that she didn't understand death, though. She was immortal; she couldn't grasp the idea of only having a set period of time to exist, nor could she guess what it was like to know you only had a certain amount of time to live. She also couldn't see how anyone could pass up the opportunity to live forever if they knew their lifespan was limited.
It was foolish, that's what it was. Death was just annoying and inconvenient as far as she was concerned, what with one day someone being there, and the next day, well...they're dead.
Niamh winced a little at the outburst, but then she nearly burst out laughing when Tzak said that they didn't understand death, but giving the seriousness of the situation, she just clamped a hand over her mouth and held her tongue. Ahaha, yeah, she understood death good and well! She'd seen it up close and personal; she'd seen heathens--er, people--tortured and killed by the Lumenari. She'd helped with it, even if she hadn't delivered the killing blow or lit the fire. Light, she'd killed drow before, and there had been at least three times when she honestly believed she was going to die, and one out of those three times she had been completely prepared and accepting of it--like the first time Nexus kidnapped her. No, she understood death good and well, and considering Nexus had told her before that he'd died a few times in the past, she kind of figured he did, too.
Of course, she just never realized how many times he'd died, and her eyes widened as he detailed some of the ways in which he'd died. And then he said death was nothing to fear! Hah.
"Sure death isn't something to fear, but dying is..." she mumbled, glancing down at the table and shuddering a little. Though she was technically apart from her old religion, she still maintained a lot of the beliefs--she still believed in Mother Sun, she just thought everyone had Her wrong, and so she still believed in life after death, too. Besides, wasn't Nexus living proof? Well...he was living proof of reincarnation, at least within his own pantheon, but needless to say, it wasn't the death part that was scary. Niamh didn't believe that was it, that there was nothing after it. What was the scary part was how you died.
If she had it her way, she'd die peacefully and painlessly in her sleep when she was old. Ahem.
A small pang of panic struck her when she noticed the way Nexus was looking at her, and that he'd frowned. Maybe he'd noticed her slip. Oh jeez. Oh damn. Swallowing, a blush rising to her cheeks, she bit her bottom lip and glanced quickly down at the table, suddenly wondering if she'd said too much and if he didn't like what she'd said.
Demaht, on the other hand, got a surprise of her own. Tzak spoke then, while she was still brooding and idly scraping at the tabletop with her nails, and that made her jerk her head up and look at him not with anger, but with pure and unrestrained surprise, eyes wide and lips slightly parted. "Wha?" But even before her mind could register what had been said, already her magic was working, and Demaht let it work on its own, closing her eyes and just focusing on the feel of it flowing out of her and into him; it knew what to do, it was smart, and she didn't even attempt to manipulate or twist it. And so it went straight to the nanobots that were within Tzak, that controlled the deterioration of his body after a certain time...
It was over and done, just like that. Demaht opened her eyes and looked at Tzak, raising her eyebrows. She didn't know if he'd have felt anything, she didn't know if it would feel any different to have one's lifespan extended, but she didn't wait for his response. For a second she just looked at him curiously, wondering if he felt it--and then a second later she'd launched herself at him, straddling him in his chair and hugging him tightly.
"Finally got some sense knocked into ya, ya fool!" she exclaimed, squeezing a little tighter and kissing his cheek. "Idiot."