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Goldie

ooc: Welcome to the world of Aniketos and Rayne again!  To re-cap, if you're interested in the whole story, please find the thread "Here We Are" in Arca (be warned, it is long).  If you're content with the short story, Aniketos and Rayne are married and have two children, Eolynne and Zawayne.  Unfortunately, Aniketos is finally consumed by an evil magic, the J'aari, which forces Rayne to flee with her two new-born children and seek shelter in the least likely of places: A brothel.  Now, four years have passed since Rayne's fated flight, her children have grown without a father, and she without her true love.  Unfortunately, unlike other women, Rayne's unique abilities as an Emotional tie her to one person, and being apart from him whithers her and slowly kills her from a broken heart....

I should be a movie commentator *nods*

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Everyday chores became harder and harder to manage as the years passed. Rayne tried everything in her power to keep herself moving.  Without her, Zawayne and Eolynne would have no one, not with Aniketos somewhere in the world struggling to fight his own demons.  

Gods...She missed him.  Each day was a struggle as she raised her son and daughter without him.  He was absent from their lives, and although they had many people to dote on them, it did not replace the holes in their hearts where their father would always have a place.  Just the other day, Eolynne had asked Mommy?  Why do Zawayne and I not have a daddy?.  It had nearly torn Rayne to pieces...she tried so hard to forget about him, to remember the monster he had become that caused her to flee so many years ago...but what could she tell them?  Not that their father was dead...no...she knew in her heart that he was alive and that one day he would find them, whether intentionally or not....they were connected as well.  An unfortunate side-effect that her abilities had caused.  Only unfortunate now that the j'aari had taken her beloved from her.  She had spent the last four years keeping the wall in place so that he would not feel her and somehow derive where she and the children had gone.

That was if he even remembered that he had a wife and children....four years....she remembered when the j'aari had first taken Nakaris...a childhood friend that had been stripped away from her in one foul swoop that left her cursed and dying for years before stumbling upon Aniketos who knew how to summon his brother and cure her....

Had it really been that long?

Now she was a mere shade of what she was then.  The pallor of her skin was sickly pale, and only hidden by a light dusting of powder that was used by some of the older women to give their skin a young, youthful glow.  Rayne was only two and twenty, hardly old enough to start hiding the bags under her eyes and the unnatural dullness of her skin.  She was dying...she knew it.  The deep purple welts that had begun to form on her chest only months after her separation from Aniketos had darkened to black and covered her entire torso.  It made it hard to move, hard to breathe, and even hard to function on mundane tasks such as repairing an old skirt with one or two stitches.  She still tried her best, but could no longer hide her deteriorating health.  The others knew that she was ill, they knew that if something wasn't done her time was sorely short...

But nothing could be done.

The only cure to this terrible disease was Aniketos....if he returned to her...somehow....someway....

No...there was a chance that even now it would be too late.  She barely ate, barely slept, and did all that she could to make sure Zawayne and Eolynne, Gods bless them, lived as long as they could with their mother's love.

Despite her weakness, and the pain it caused, she held them tightly every chance that she could, reminded them that she loved them every second of the day....They were not stupid, they could see that something was wrong.  Zawayne with his brown and red hair, blue eyes that matched his mother's staring up at her with such love and understanding...Eolynne with a head of hair so brilliantly red and eyes such a perfect honey brown that she looked too much like her father....

Gods she couldn't leave them....she just couldn't....

Blinking back tears, Rayne put the last of the food onto the tray and lifted it carefully into her hands.  She had refused to give up her job here, even though others had insisted she rest, and would continue to work until her body would no longer allow it.  She now wore high-necked tops to hide the hideous bruises on her body.  Everything hung off of her like it had been made for a woman three times her size, but she refused to wear anything tight against her as it showed just how thin she really had become...better to hide under cloth then admit that she was wasting away...

Picking up the tray, she left the kitchen with a wince at the effort it took to carry something as light as some crackers, cheese, and a small amount of fruit.  As stubborn as she was, she knew that eventually -- soon -- her facade would wear down.

Entering the main waiting area, she glanced around and noticed a man walking through the door before placing the tray on the center table for visitors to partake while they waited.

She froze.

She could feel something that she hadn't felt in nearly four years....something....

Oh gods...

She jerked upright as if she had been slapped and stared at the man entering the brothel.  Her blue eyes widened with shock as she took in the red-gold hair, hair that had once been brown to hide his resemblance to his brother...his eyes...they were no longer the honey-brown that she had gazed into, full of love and overflowing with compassion....By all accounts it was Nakaris...but she could not ignore the sensations her own abilities provided.

In seconds she lost the control she had placed on her mental barriers.  Her shock, terror, pain, and even love exploded through the walls and, without a doubt, reached his mind as the connection was created again after so many years of silence.

Her children...Gods her children....who shared the same bond with their mother, sensed her distress.  Young as they were, Zawayne came bounding into the room and grabbed hold of his mother's hand.

"Mommy?" he murmured, tugging on her skirts, "Wha's wrong, mommy?"  As if on cue Eolynne dashed into the room.

"Momma!  Zawayne said you was scareded!"  She wrapped her arms around Rayne's legs and stared to cry, "I don't want you to be scared..." she whimpered, holding on tighter.  Gods they were only four years old....they had no idea...no clue....

Zawayne looked up and saw the strange man standing inside the doorway. Instantly his eyes narrowed.  Whether his abilities as an Emotional were greater than his sisters, or perhaps he was merely more perceptive, his eyes swept over the man's hair which was so similar to his sisters.  His face showed that he could tell that this man's appearance was somehow linked to his mother's distress.  With a sense of bravery that even a grown man would lack, the young boy stepped in front of Rayne with the purpose to put something between her and the strange man before him.

"Who're you?" he demanded.

Rhindeer

[Bahaha! xD Well done!]

Aniketos froze in place, staring at the woman that stared back at him as sensations that he hadn't felt for years flooded his mind and rooted him to the spot. He reeled, overwhelmed, and had to close his eyes and brace himself against the door frame to keep upright as for a second his vision blurred and danced. It was a shock to his system, all those different emotions assaulting him all at once, and it was all his mind could do to keep up with them and attempt to process them.

He never had guarded his mind. He had never learned how. Just as his mind was always open to Nakaris, so it had always been open to Rayne and he had never tried to cut her off, even after she had left him.

Wait, Rayne?

The thought popped into his head on its own and he cracked his eyes open, slowly recovering from the initial shock that had left unable to place those emotions nor the woman he'd been staring at despite the overpowering sense of familiarity. It was only as it died down and he took deep breaths and collected himself that he started to understand, and as his vision cleared he saw her again--though now she had a little boy and girl clinging to her. Rayne was here? Well, yes, of course she was...those were her emotions, he recognized them, and something had drawn him here, told him she was here. In the brothel. Why Rayne was in a brothel, he didn't think he even wanted to know, but she might ask the same of him, too, when he found her.

Shaking his head to shake off the residual shock and clear his head, he rubbed at his right temple and stared down at the boy when he stepped in front of the woman and demanded to know who he was.

Jeez. Weird brothel this was, having children running around and acting as better bouncers than the grown men at the door. And was that woman a 'peach'? She looked like she'd break under any man.

Strange, strange place, but he could feel Rayne was here. She had to be.

"No one ya needa be concerned 'bout," Aniketos answered flatly, and looked up from the boy to the woman. "I'm jus' lookin' fer some--"

He cut off as something the little girl said finally registered. Zawayne? He looked down at the boy again, then at the little girl, and then up at the woman and he paled. Oh shit. Was that...? He hadn't even recognized her. Hadn't even recognized the children. They were really that big now? That much time had really passed? And Rayne...that was Rayne? With her haggard appearance, looking so painfully skeletal, he hadn't even...she looked nothing like the Rayne he had married.

For a second he forgot to breathe though he felt his pulse thumping in his veins. When his lungs started to burn he let his breath out in a quiet whoosh and licked his lips nervously. Oh shit. It was true that he had been looking for her, but he hadn't expected...the reality of actually finding her was so much different than what his imagined version had been.

"Rayne...?" he finally managed to get out, blue eyes wide. "Is tha' really...? I've been lookin' fer ya..."
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Goldie

She was frozen.  She couldn't find a way to move from her spot on the floor as she stared at the man before her, the man who she had loved for so long despite her better judgement, the man who's love had created what she had now become-a shadow of her former self.  Her thoughts were in turmoil as memories overloaded her mind, everything from the first time he held her, to their parting of fire and tears.

Gods, what could she do now?  He was here...the one hope of her survival was here.  Her love, her one true love....yet not.  He was changed...the j'aari now ruled him and she had no chance of breaking that bond in her current state.  Perhaps he was better now...no longer going and killing people on a whim for a bracelet.  Maybe he had already managed to find and kill his brother and the j'aari ruled him that much more strongly.  She didn't know...it had been years....so many years....How could she now, with Aniketos standing before her, turn away and forget him once again?  How could she when she know, now, just how very real death was and how quickly it came to consume her.

A few more months...that was probably about how much longer she had left without him.  Her, no...their two beautiful children would be without anyone...The j'aari had not killed his love, but it had twisted it into something that she had not been able to recognize.  Would he be so changed that she would find herself begging for her Ani to come back day after day in fear that he would snap and destroy Zawayne and Eolynne?  Gods....would they be in danger because she was too selfish to lose him again?

"Aniketos...." she stuttered, absently stroking Eolynne's hair as she sniffled softly into her mother's skirts.  Rayne could feel her daughter's fear, along with her son's foolhardy determination to keep his mother safe.  This was their father, and they did not even recognize him.  Of course, they had been far too young to remember him...but then, she had never thought of how to explain to her two children that their father was back....she had told them stories about his kindness and goodness, but would they be able to see that in this new Aniketos?

Tears threatened to fall in a deluge down her cheeks, but she blinked them away and reached for Zawayne, pulling him back from his protective stance.  The mother should protect her children, not the other way around.

"Zawayne, darling" she murmured, cautiously lowering herself to her knees to better look into his defiant blue eyes, "Take Eolynne and go play down the hall, ok?" She cupped his cheeks with her cold, weary fingers, "Don't worry about Mommy, she'll be ok.  You will feel if anything's wrong."  His eyes blazed, but he took Eolynne's hand and moved down the hall, both children glancing back at the man who seemed to familiar but neither of them knew.  Once they disappeared beyond the corner, Rayne's guard fell as she sunk further toward the floor, unable to compose herself enough to stand again.  The shock had weakened her even more than she already was.

"Aniketos...." she whispered, tears leaving trails down her face and into the soft crevices of her lips. "Aniketos...."

She couldn't think of anything else to say.  He was here...standing before her....

Gods....

What more could she do?  Her legs were shaking too much to support her weight should she choose to stand.  Already she knew that she was nothing but a shell of her former self and did not want to show him just how bad her condition was.  Would he continue to be the doctor?  Would the j'aari dissipate and let that part of his old life surface again?  Would he even care?

She wanted to walk forward, to wrap her arms around him and tell him that she was sorry...that she hadn't wanted to leave him...that she still loved him so much...every day he had been in her mind....

But this was not the Aniketos she had known....this was not the Aniketos she had loved....

Was it?

"You were looking for me?" she settled for, lamely.  Tearing her eyes away from his face, she stared at the ground, her arms wrapped tightly around her skeleton-like chest as she tried to suppress the sobs that shook her.  Each breath sent waves of pain through her body and she knew that the tears were a mix of physical agony as well as mental.  There was no way she could hide her weakness from him....even she wasn't that strong anymore...

"I'm...." she gasped for air as she stared at the floorboards, "I'm so sorry...."

Rhindeer

Eolynne...Zawayne...

Aniketos stared after them as they left, expression hollow, blank. His children. Some part of his mind registered them as his children and longed for them, ached over the fact that they stared at him like a stranger, acknowledged that he was a stranger to them and hurt for it--but the other side, the dominant side, couldn't have cared less. They vanished down the hall and Aniketos looked back at Rayne with those same dead blue eyes.

Then he smiled because she said his name. She remembered him. Was she crying for him, too?

"Who else would it be?" he murmured, stepping closer as she sank toward the ground. Gods, she was weak, not at all the woman he'd married, and he stared at her as she cried like she was a strange insect. "Course I was lookin' fer ya. Been lookin' since ya left."

He stopped when he was standing above her, peering down at her crumpled form, listening to her gasp apologies. A low sigh escaped him and he knelt down before her.

"You should be," Aniketos said, lightly touching her face and brushing her hair back. His hands were warm against her skin as his fingers caressed her cheek, his touch tender, but his voice was cold, distant. He cupped her chin and tilted her face up so he could look at her--and for one instant his expression wavered, concern breaking through the icy outer shell. "Ya leave me an' then do this to yerself?"

Some things not even j'aari could eradicate, even if it could warp them to a nigh unrecognizable state. But that didn't mean it wasn't still there and it was linked most strongly to the people the victim had cared most about before possession. "What happened t'ya, Rayne?" His hands moved down down to her shoulders, feeling bone beneath her clothes, traveled down her back and felt her spine and ribs. If she had looked terrible and gaunt she felt even worse. She felt skeletal and frail, like he could break her with a touch.

Aniketos shuddered, thoughts of what it might feel like to snap her spine racing through his mind unbidden. If she had been anyone else in the world, j'aari might have been strong enough to make him do it.

His hands found her waist and he pulled her to her feet as he stood, then held her to support her and felt her forehead. She didn't feel hot, but not all illnesses had obvious symptoms. "Have ya been eatin' much? Are ya sick? Have ya..." Not all illnesses had obvious symptoms, and here they were, standing in a brothel.

A brothel.

Now that the shock of seeing Rayne and his children had faded a little he could fully process all the other little details. Like what was Rayne doing in a brothel?

"...slept with anyone?" he finished, eyes hardening as they met hers.
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Goldie

Through her shock, relief, and overwhelming joy at seeing him again, the cold icy fangs of fear began inching their way up her spin as he got closer, his bright blue eyes a constant reminder of who he was now and who he had been. His words seemed as cold and distant as his eyes, her own fears that something might happen...that he might do something to her or to their children. She couldn't shake it off, especially when his fingers ran down her spine, loitering over the bones that protruded through her skin. She could feel how the calculation in his touch, sense the doctor mindset that the j'aari hadn't managed to completely quench.

While his hands did their curious hunt, she gazed at the floor, unable to look at the man she loved...the man who had destroyed the man she loved...all in all, the same man. Her head jerked up at him when she felt his concern. She hadn't expected to feel anything of that sort from him, it was such an old Aniketos trait....

Now it was hope. He was still in there, somewhere....somewhere Aniketos was still there. But his question....how could she possibly answer him truthfully? Would he even believe her if she told him? Would he go into a vengeful rampage against her for insinuating that her condition was, in all honesty, his fault? How could she tell him that the moment they were separated she began to bleed from the inside and now had a bruise the color of midnight sky covering the entire front of her torso? She couldn't very well say she "fell down" if he ever saw it...and he wasn't a stupid man, even with the j'aari forcing his hand. He would find out sooner or later....he would see how close to death she was....

Maybe that same concern would come back. That flickering feeling she had felt from him moments before.... She felt bad even thinking it, but she almost wanted him to see it so that small part of him that was still Aniketos would shine through the curse. It was selfish, she knew, but it was comforting. She wanted it again, she wanted the warmth in his voice that was subtle, but still there underneath the cold exterior. She wanted to be held again by him, hear him whisper "I love you" and fall asleep with his arm around her shoulder. Just one more time....once more before....

No. She shouldn't be thinking about that now. Not when he was here for the first time in nearly four years. If what that woman had said is true, this could very well be the last time she would be able to spend with him and she couldn't, no, she wouldn't have that time be squandered on worrying about the future.

As near as it was.

When he gently began raising her to her feet, she cried out in pain, the bruise on her torso twisting painfully with the movement causing her shoulders to slump inward in order to keep her chest shielded from the remainder of the movement. His hand was cool against her brow and she couldn't help but closer her eyes and treasure the feeling of his warmth against her skin. If she blocked out the truth, she could almost pretend that this man was her Aniketos. That he was the same man she had married. The same man who had fathered her children.

Her eyes snapped opened as he paused, finishing his final question and gazing down at her with cold, calculating eyes. She wanted to push him away, to run the other direction rather than face those terrible, cruel, and judging eyes. It was worse than being punched, it was worse than having your heart break within your own chest for the past four years....

Her own deep blue eyes met his and she blinked, surprise, fear, and uncertainty radiating from her through their bond formed by her magic upon their first coupling. How could she answer this? How could she possibly prove to him that she had remained faithful to him throughout her entire time here?

With a shudder she raised her left hand, revealing a piece of frayed, tattered, stained, and ultimately strange wrapping she still had tied tightly around her ring finger. It had once been a light green, the same color of the dress she had worn upon their wedding day. They had been too poor for him to afford a ring, but she had taken a piece of that dress and tied it snuggly around her finger, vowing to be true and faithful to him for the remainder of her mortal life. She never broke her gaze up at him as she produced the make-shift ring, eyes defiantly daring him to suggest she had been untrue. Despite her gaunt figure, this was unmistakably the woman he had married. Strong, willful, loyal.

"I have never taken it off." She told him in a soft, yet strong voice. Moving her hand again, she pulled down the high collar of her powder blue dress and pulled out a thin silver chain which she also offered as proof, "Nor this." It was the necklace he had given her by the lakeside. It was tarnished from years of wear, but it was, without question, that same necklace. "I have remained true to you every second of every day."

She chuckled softly, pressing the heels of her palms into her eyes as she realized the uselessness of her words. She could say anything and the j'aari would make him think whatever it felt best to keep him under its control.

"My sickness is not something that doctors can heal, Ani...nor something they can even name..." She murmured, tucking the silver chain back into the collar of her dress, realizing that when she pulled it down the top part of the bruise became visible. She only hoped he hadn't noticed. "... you're here now...that should make the difference...." Should...

But would it matter if she only had to die to return him to his normal self?

Rhindeer

Surprise. Fear. Uncertainty. Aniketos could feel Rayne's emotions change, feel them flowing through their bond and into his psyche like they belonged to him--and in a way they did. His own gaze never wavered as he watched her face and studied the emotions flickering there even as they roiled inside her. What he felt from her was incriminating; why would she be fearful unless the answer was 'yes'? If she had been true, then she had nothing to hide and nothing to fear.

His eyes narrowed when he felt her shudder, but then she raised her hand and for one fleeting--and, in the back of his mind, amusing--second he thought she was going to hit him. He didn't notice the string at first, it so worn with the dye long since faded, but when he did...

"Heh...ya still have that rottin' old thing, huh...?" he murmured under his breath, a flicker of a smile softening his face. He couldn't remember the story behind it or why she didn't have a proper ring, but he remembered what it meant. She deserved a better one than that. He would have to get her one--and hopefully she wouldn't reject it like she had the bracelet. That still stung.

His eyes moved down from her hand and traveled to the necklace she pulled from her collar, but even as she spoke his eyes wandered from the necklace and further down her neck. Something dark caught his eye, and at first he thought it was a shadow except the lighting was all wrong to be making a shadow like that, and it was the wrong color anyway. Shadows were the absence of light; this was bruise colored. His eyes widened and snapped up to her face when she mentioned her sickness, the pieces sliding together, and he grabbed at her wrist when she started to tuck the necklace away.

"What is yer sickness?"

All questions of her loyalty were dismissed, just like that, tucked away to deal with at another time. J'aari didn't really care what answer she gave, deep down he knew the truth, but right now something far more pressing seized his mind. Aniketos pushed her arm away and then, with a skill he'd mastered over the course of their marriage, quickly plucked at the first few buttons on the front of her dress, tearing off a few in the process, and opened it just enough to show her neck and the top of her chest.

He sucked in a harsh breath at what he saw, at what he had never seen before in all his years of practicing medicine and healing...

Well, at least, he'd never seen an injury like that on someone who had survived. It looked like a horse had stamped on her chest.

He could see her breast bone outlined beneath the skin...the bruise vanished beneath her clothes...how large of an area did it cover? What had done that? Who had done that?

"Rayne..." Aniketos took a deep breath, throat tight, and then pulled her to him, arms locking about her waist as he held her against him. He stroked her hair, his own emotions dancing crazily. Horror, shock, anger, concern. A million others, all mixing and twining together. "Th' fuck happened...? Y' have to tell me. Where's an empty room? I...need t' see it. An' you gotta tell me everythin'."
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Goldie

He grabbed her wrist and for a few seconds Rayne thought he was unable to control his anger and was going to hurt her. She made a futile attempt to struggle, taking a step back from Ani, fearful that he was about to do something stupid. Not that it mattered, she did not have the strength to fight him, even if she were at full health he would win in a fight. Rayne was only just over five feet tall and, for reasons beyond her control, weighed under 85 pounds - she hadn't weighed herself in a while and was sure she was even lighter than that. All that Ani would need to do is flick her and she'd fall over.

The fear she felt was instantly transformed to panic when he reached towards the high neck of her dress and nimbly unlatched the buttons. At first she thought that the j'aari has altered him so much as to think that having her here and now, in the middle of the entrance way, was perfectly acceptable.

It was not, even if she had been in a physical condition that it would have been possible.

Then it clicked.

As his fingers moved down the decorative buttons at her neck she began to struggle even more. He had seen the top portion of the bruise when she pulled out the necklace and now...gods, now he was investigating and there was nothing she could do about it.

"Ani, stop." she tried to sound firm, but panic crept into her voice and it sounded feeble. "Aniketos" she tried again, this time managing to sound at least a little resolved, but it made no difference. His fingers continued their deft movements until the collar fell apart and revealed her collarbone along with the deep, purple bruise that stretched far beyond what Ani's work had revealed.

Rayne did not have to hear his intake of breath to tell that his emotions were ragged, dancing dangerously from one to the next without ever really landing on anything specific. It frightened her more than she liked to admit when his flickered through anger. In his current state there was no telling what he might do, whom he might hurt from assuming that they had hurt her. She couldn't hide it from him anymore and as much as she wanted to convince him it was nothing, Rayne was not an idiot and knew it would be futile, but that did not keep her from at least attempting.

Well, she would have, until Ani's hands dropped the collar and pulled her close in a gentle embrace. That motion, so akin to the Aniketos she had lost, brought tears to her eyes as he held her, hand running soothingly through her hair. Closing her eyes, Rayne lost herself in memories the thought had been lost and just existed in the moment. For a few seconds she could almost forget the j'aari and pretend that the arms that encircled her would never change, never disappear. She was content.

Then he spoke.

"You...it's really nothing." she murmured into his chest, taking in the scent of him, but that was not enough for him, he wouldn't accept that even if it meant he would pick her up and carry her to the first room he found.

that would not be very good....especially if the room he tried had a customer. She really didn't want to see that.

"Ok..." she conceded, reluctantly pushing herself from his hold and brushed the tears from her cheeks. Taking his hand, she led him through the hallways and up a flight of stairs until they reached the small room where she and the children slept during the night. The door was locked and she pulled a small antique key from her pocket and turned it in the lock, pushed into the room and waited for Aniketos to enter behind her before closing it again and turning the inside lock with a sharp click.

The room was tiny and the two of them made it look even smaller than it looked with just her and her children. A small mattress rested in the corner and was covered in a blue, hand-knitted blanket and two down pillows with the indent of the twin's heads sill pressed into the center. Rayne's own bed was pushed against the back wall and the headboard touched one end while the base nearly touched the other. A small window let sunlight stream in, but during the night the candle on the nightstand provided the only light. If he had any doubts about her taking a lover, the size of the room and her own bed would surely be enough to alleviate any fears.

She sat down on the edge of her bed and gazed up at him with small shrug that said, "here we are." (ooc: hahahaha, IRONY! and I totally didn't mean it >_> ok...sorry for breaking the mood)

"Ani...I'm an Emotional." explained Rayne in hushed tones, "You know that....but...uh...there's a little thing that I didn't tell you about it. I didn't think I'd ever have to." she paused, wringing her hands together nervously. How could she tell him this without it sounding so desperately melodramatic?

"Most Emotionals don't fall in love." she whispered, averting her eyes into her lap. "Love is...well....fickle...and....Emotionals don't fall out of love, Ani." She looked up, "ever."

Standing again she turned away from him, still feeling a bit like he was more of a stranger than her husband, and felt the need to be at least partly modest. She could unbutton her dress herself, or he would leap forward and do it regardless of modesty. The entire dress had been made, by Rayne herself, with buttons down the front to make it easier to get on and off. It hurt to reach behind her to do snaps in the back, and she refused to let anyone help her lest they see what she was about to reveal to Ani. Sarai had seen it by chance nearly two years ago and that was the last time....

It was nerve-wracking, like their first time together...but totally different. She felt that this was even more awkward.

Sliding her arms through her sleeves, she pushed the top of her dress down around her waist, revealing the full extent of the bruise. From behind Aniketos would be able to see that it extended halfway around her back where it faded to a light green around the edges. Wrapping her arms across her chest she turned towards him, but kept her eyes gazing pointedly at a spot on the floor that she decided had become very, very interesting. The bruise ended at the top of her hip bone and grew steadily in darkness, until it looked nearly back around where her heart beat in her chest. Coupled with each rib that showed through her skin, she looked like a corpse minus that fact that her stomach moved with each breath. Her hair fell across her face in a sheet hiding the flush that appeared on her cheeks as she stood there, half naked.

"It's been growing for the past four years." she murmured, hoping that she didn't have to explain anything else.

Rhindeer

Aniketos' breath caught in his throat and for a moment he forgot to breathe, blue eyes locked on the bruise. It was bad enough seeing just the top edges of it, but he could have never prepared himself for how far it spread--or how badly. It was the type of bruise he'd expect to see on someone who'd been trampled by a horse and had their ribs and collarbone shattered, but he could see the outline of all her bones and saw that they were all intact.

Of course they were. She wouldn't be sitting up otherwise--and by rights she shouldn't have even been standing or walking. He didn't know how she did it; anyone else would have been screaming in pain with an injury like that.

Finally, Aniketos let out the breath he'd been holding in a whoosh and sucked in more air, reminding his lungs how to function. Then he started to pace the room, for a few moments unable to think about what to say as her words tumbled around in his head.

Emotionals. He knew what she was, as she'd told him long ago when they'd made the bond, but he had never stopped to think about what it meant beyond that. Partners for life? He had accepted that when he'd asked her hand in marriage and had never had any plan to leave her--and he hadn't. She left him. He'd remained loyal to her, even now! This wasn't his fault!

He ran his fingers through his hair and then turned again to face her. Emotionals never fall out of love. It had been growing for the past four years...

"You left me, Rayne..." he finally said, swallowing hard to try and keep the distressed note from his voice. "I didn't leave ya. I was true t' ya, always. Ya left me." Another deep breath. "An' I still love you."

He stopped pacing and instead leaned back against the wall across from her, still watching her, completely unabashed by her near-nakedness. And why should he be? He knew her body as well as he knew his own. "What'll stop it?"
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Goldie

Rayne took a steadying breath when Aniketos finally found his words. She purposefully kept from looking at him and silently pulled her shirt back into place, covering the bruise that was killing her. Her refusal to meet his gaze spoke mountains. It said I know and gave away the immense guilt that she felt.

Once her blouse was fastened, she sat at the edge of her bed and stared absently at the small cot where their children slept each night. Her hand reached up and fingered the key that hung heavily around her neck, next to the silver chain Aniketos had given her. The cord the little silver key slid over, unlike the other necklace, glittered as if it had never been worn. Even now, Rayne could feel the tingle of magic that coursed through it...without it, Aniketos would have never found her...she would have been dead....

And then his words...

Loyal... he had said loyal. Even with the j'aari he had remained true to her.

Her breath caught in her throat and a sob escaped her lips. Her hand flew up to stifle the sound by covering her mouth and she stared, wide-eyed at the floor. She had never thought that he...she had always been....but she had never even thought to hope....

Aniketos was still there....he was still there beneath it all.....

After a few moments she was able to control her voice and she looked up at him, tears shining in her deep blue eyes. "Ani....think....please....do you remember that night? Do you...do you remember what you threatened to do? Think, please." She took another steadying breath, "I have never stopped loving you....I did not leave because that changed...I left because I had to....our children...."

A gasp of pain burst through her lips and her arms wrapped protectively around her chest as she leaned forward. She gasped for air and felt the room spin dangerously. Again, she composed herself and looked at Aniketos again, a wry smile playing on her lips.

"I was...given the chance for a cure two years ago." she told him, unable to stop from chuckling.

"I refused."

Rhindeer

Aniketos stared blankly back at her. Of course he remembered that night. That night had never stopped haunting him, not for the last four years. He couldn't not remember it...

"I boughtcha a bracelet..." he said quietly, shaking his head. Threatened? What was she talking about? "I saved up money an' got it fer ya. Ya deserve nicer than what I could give ya...couldn't even getcha a nice ring," he said with a hollow laugh, glancing down toward her hands. "I thought...I thought it'd look nice on ya, an' I saved jus' a little each month until I could surprise ya. But I brought it home an'..." That's when the memories got fuzzy. Why was it he always wanted to think fire when he got to that part of the story? He always remembered fire, smoke, but it was probably just from the hearth.

He took a deep breath and raked his fingers through his hair again, trying to remember, trying to clear his head. But the memory wouldn't come, even though he could feel it there, lingering just out of reach. "An' ya left me. You left. I didn't leave ya. Was it 'cause of my brother? Ya coulda told me. We was safe from him, then. Ya coulda told me if ya was afraid fer our children. Now lookitcha...lookit them...they don't even know me...you act like ya don't know me..."

And now she looked like death warmed over, that bruise...and then saying she refused treatment and laughing about it? Aniketos' eyes narrowed and he straightened up.

"You what? Why? Are ya CRAZY, Rayne?! First ya take our kids from me, now yer gonna take yerself away?" His voice rose and he crossed the room for her, taking her by the shoulders and making her look at him. "So ya know th' cure? TAKE IT!"
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Goldie

Rayne listened to him and watched his face closely as he tried to remember. She could feel his struggle as well as see it and knew...somewhere underneath the magic that changed him he was still there. Watching the struggle reinforced her resolve....Nakaris hadn't been able to fight it so why had she hoped that Aniketos would have? That's not the way that magic worked.... and here, standing before her, he struggled to remember something that just....didn't exist anymore.

"I did leave..." she agreed with a nod, "but Ani...if I'm here dying because I still love you...I left knowing full well what that meant for me and...do you think that I would have done any of it if there was any other choice?" She was pleading with him, but it didn't matter. The j'aari wouldn't let him remember....

That was her job.

She just hoped he could forgive her.

When he stepped forward and reached for her she flinched back intuitively, acutely aware that it could be anything. It could be a painful shake, it could be lashing out....or it could be just what it was...a touch.

Why...why did she have to tell him things that she knew would make him angry? This was not the time or place to do something that might push him over the edge. But something inside of her wanted him to understand....wanted him to know that deep down she still trusted him, still wanted him, still needed him if this were to be their last meeting....

"I....I can't." She told him a little too breathlessly, her eyes still wide from the uncertainty of what he might do. "I made a trade for something more important..." She couldn't keep looking at him, it was too much. Dread flooded through her and she knew, with her walls a crumbled heap, he would feel every ounce of emotion that went through her. She had to stifle the sorrow...the guilt and the ever prominent fear. She knew what she had to do and was terrified of failure....

"I'll...I can explain more...but it will be easier over some tea...." she disentangled herself from his hands carefully and knelt to pull out the wooden box from under her bead. It was small and wooden and with small ornate silver lock and completely unassuming. Straightening, she lifted the box slightly as to show Aniketos. "I've been saving this for a special occasion."

Tucking the wooden box under her arm she made her way to the door and paused before turning back and impulsively reaching up and pressing her fragile hand up against his cheek. Her fingers were cold against his warmth but she put all the tenderness she could into that one touch. She gazes up at him and smiles gently.

"I'm glad you found me..." she murmurs before removing her hand and slipping out of the room blinking away tears.

The walk to the kitchen passed in a haze of numbness. Rayne felt as if she were in a dream watching someone else go through the motions. Her limbs felt lifeless, arms tingling with numbness and even the hot water that sloshed onto her exposed skin did nothing....she just stared blankly at it for a moment before drying her hand on her skirt. The tea leaves were added, the tea was steeped.... now there was just one thing....

Rayne fingered the key gingerly and slipped the cord around her head. She stared at it for a few more moments before slipping it into the matching lock. It turned silently and the lid popped open to reveal the silver dagger. It looked exactly the same as it had the day that she had received it years ago from who she could only gather was some sort of Goddess. The clear liquid in the hilt glittering underneath the lamps...

Reaching in, she grabbed the dagger by the hilt and immediately felt the numbing effect the mysterious blade had on her body. It sent shivers down her spine and made it nearly impossible to hold. But she had no choice...she had to do it.

Holding the vial above the one, small cup of tea she made for Aniketos, she pressed the release button and watched it fall into the mug. It seemed to rest on the surface in a silvery sheen before disappearing into the light amber tea.

With a shudder, Rayne placed the dagger back in the box and locked it again. It wouldn't do for her to walk back in with a mysterious blade in her hand...

Replacing the key around her neck she closed her eyes and wrapped her fingers around it.

"Please help me..." she whispers, fingers shaking with the monstrous fear that threatens to destroy her resolve. "Please help me do this...."

And then she could not afford to wait any longer.

Walking back through the halls she made it back to her small cubby of a room and pushed it open while balancing the tray precariously in her left hand.

"I hope it's ok." she tells him, setting the tray down on the nightstand and handing him the blue mug....his mug.... She waited pointedly for him to take a sip while nervously drinking her own. The moment he drained that small mug...it would be time....

Rhindeer

Aniketos' hand covered her much smaller one and he winced to find that it was cold as ice. He tried not to think about what that meant, but it was difficult when she already looked like a wakened corpse--and when he could feel her fear, and her guilt. There was something she wasn't telling him...but it looked like he would just have to wait. "I couldn't letcha go..." he murmured back and reluctantly let her fingers slip free of his hand when she pulled away, and he couldn't help the spike of dread that pierced him when he watched her walk out that door.

Because he wasn't sure if she'd come back.

But as much as he wanted to, he didn't follow her, even though he didn't really want her exerting herself like that--even though he didn't fully trust her. No, she would come back this time. He had to trust that she would or else all this would have been for nothing...though he knew that if she didn't, then he would just track her down again, and again, however many times it took until she stayed, even if it meant he was always following her. She was his wife; he had to trust her, and wasn't letting go a part of that?

Well...that and he just didn't want her to see him crumple.

When Rayne was gone and he could no longer make out her footsteps, he let out a sigh and sank onto the bed, elbows resting on his knees and face buried in his hands as tears burned his eyes. What was going on, and gods, what had he done? What had she done? To herself, to their children, to him? And why? Something was gone, missing, and he could feel it deep down in his core but he couldn't place what it was, and never could, but it was always there. That persistent sense of emptiness, of wrongness, and nothing he did could ever fill it up again.

He though finding her would help...fill the void. But he only felt that much more hollow.

Maybe Rayne was lying...

That fear...was she scared of him? Hiding something?

Maybe she didn't want him back, or why else would she have left and never once contacted him?

He heard footsteps then and quickly jerked back up and dried his eyes on his sleeve, hoped they wouldn't look too bloodshot, and straightened his posture. He was watching the doorway when Rayne walked back inside with the scent of hot tea wafting pleasantly through the air. Right. She said she was going to explain.

Hopefully there was some good news in all this...

"I'm sure it is...thanks," he said as he took his mug, feeling her nervousness but attributing it to whatever she was going to tell him--which, of course, wasn't helping his nerves any. His heart felt about ready to burst out his chest, his palms growing clammy from the suspense of waiting. Ah. Right. Tea. He needed to calm down so he could take this all in; just because she was nervous, it didn't necessarily mean it was grim news, did it?

Aniketos blew on his tea enough to cool it, then took a large gulp. Hmm... "It's pretty good..." he mumbled. Wonder how she came to afford it? He took a few more gulps of it, stalling for time because he both wanted to hear the news and didn't want to hear it, but soon enough he ran out and could stall no longer.

With a sigh, he set the mug on a side table. "Alright." Another deep breath, and he met Rayne's eyes. "Rayne, what was it ya wanted to...wanted to..." He blinked. What was it he was gonna ask? Oh, yeah, she was supposed to...tell him something...? Grimacing, he reached up and pinched the bridge of his nose. Something wasn't right; the thought had been right there... "Uh...ya was gonna...say..."

The room started to tilt, growing blurry, and Aniketos shook his head to try and clear it. Something was off; he didn't feel right, head growing heavy and vision spinning. It was hard to keep his eyes open and he felt like he was about to get sick. "Rayne...?"

The last thing he remembered was the sensation of falling.
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Goldie

It didn't take long for him to start drinking the tea. Part of her had been nervous that he would refuse or that he would throw the cup across the room in anger at her stalling. Really though, she wasn't stalling at all.

Of course, he didn't know that.

The seconds ticked by and Rayne couldn't help but scrutinize every sip he took. Was any spilling? Could she be sure that he had drained every last drop? Or would this all be in vain and they both would die? Was she strong enough to even pull it off? The old woman with the keys had said that no one had ever completed the ritual. Could she, a dying young woman, be able to pull of something that people far stronger than herself had failed?

She had to. There wasn't any choice, not anymore. Once that cup was drained she wasn't exactly sure how long she would have to do it all, but the moment she began her side of the deal....ten seconds. Ten seconds to transfer her heart to his while forcing herself to remain conscious. There was no magic on her end, just her own will. She had actually begun to think that it wouldn't even come to this; that Aniketos wouldn't show up at all; that she would die without getting a chance to save him....

The minutes passed and her guilt and nervousness felt like they were going to burst from her chest, which, she found fairly ironic, because soon her heart would be out....

No, she couldn't think about that. Thinking gave her too much time to chicken out. Even if she never left Ani ever again, she was still going to die. The damage was done and she didn't need to be told that if she didn't even attempt it the key around her neck would disappear. She was given more time for this moment....nothing else.

Rayne's head jerked up when she saw Ani tilt the cup back and swallow the last bit of the tea and bit of potion. The effect was instant. She could see his eyes go in and out of focus and felt as if her heart would break when he fell. She wanted to reach and ease his fall, but was frozen on the spot where she sat on the bed.

Gods.....

It was time.....

Her throat clenched and breathing became hard. No matter how often she had pictured it, nothing could prepare her to face this....

Death loomed over her daily, but this....this was different than slipping into blissful darkness never to return to the world of the living....This was....

Torture

The whole thing was torture.

In order to save him she had to kill him. In order to save him she herself had to die.

Gods...she hadn't even said goodbye to her children! Panic began to set in and her own cup crashed to the floor where it shattered, spraying the tiny room with bits of fired clay and paint chips.

"Breathe, Rayne.....breathe." she ordered herself and gulped down air. "Now stand up and open that damned box again." Cursing was so out of character for her, but she needed to move. She didn't have much time and she could spend it giving into her fears or even her emotions. There was a job to be done and only she could do it, no matter the cost. If she failed, Zawayne and Eolynne wouldn't have any parents; if she succeeded they would still have one.

Rayne stood, following her own instruction, and turned toward the box where it sat beside her on the bed. Stooping, she inserted the key one last time and stared at the blade for a few moments before taking a deep breath and grabbing it tightly in her fist.

This was it.

No turning back.

There was Aniketos lying prone on the floor of her small bedroom. His face was pale as death, but his chest moved in assurance that he was indeed still alive. Rayne attributed her pallor to the type of potion that she had given him. The woman told her it would slow his heart...there would be no blood from his wound and no death if she succeeded. But first....first she had one last thing to give him.

In the drawer of her nightstand she pulled out a thick letter that she had composed for this moment. She had years to write it and, really, it was more of a journal that expressed her undying love for him throughout her years. Each month she had updated it in order to be ready for whenever he showed up....now the envelope was thick and she laid in his hand and curled his fingers around it. He could not miss it when he woke, and the letter on top of the journal would explain everything....

Kneeling, she turned him so that he was lying on his back and she stared at his face for one last time. Tears stung the corners of her eyes and she leaned forward and kissed him tenderly before banishing sorrow and hardening herself to the task at hand. Her fingers deftly undid his shirt enough in order to see the place where his heart rested.

"I love you, Aniketos." She murmured, the blade hovering over his chest; her hands oddly still. And ever so gently she pressed the tip into his flesh.

True to Her word, no blood appeared on his skin. In fact, it was quite like cutting into a slab of meat rather than a person. The knife found no resistance as she cut in quick, clean strokes to reveal the cavity in his chest where the heart that barely beat rested. It had taken a matter of seconds and his heart was cut. She didn't remove it yet, however. No, she needed to do the much harder part....

Closing her eyes tightly, Rayne held the knife over her own heart for a few seconds. A slight whimper left her lips as she plunged the knife into her chest. Immediately her hands became slick with blood as the knife severed one of the major arteries connected to her heart. Her vision blurred and her head spun.

Ten seconds she reminded herself as a push to keep going. She could not slow down, not now. If she did they were both dead.

9 seconds....

 With another sob of agony, Rayne twisted the knife and pulled it down and over, severing another vein.

8 seconds....

Her heart beat agonizingly, the pain was so intense that she felt her consciousness waning. But no...no matter what she had to keep going. She had to switch....had to....

WAKE UP!

5 seconds left....

Her eyes fluttered and she caught herself falling forward onto Ani's chest. Her blood soaked her clothes and his as every bit of her blood began spewing from hole in her chest. Reaching forward, she reached for his heart and it slipped from her fingers, now completely numb and refusing to follow her orders.

2 seconds.....

Finally, her fingers obeyed and she scooped up his heart and pushed her own desperately where his had been. Her blood was everywhere....her eyes lost focus....

1 second....

She had to do something else....she knew she did....but she couldn't....couldn't.....

"....love.....you..." she gasped and fell forward onto Aniketos, the open spot where her heart had once been falling perfectly onto the one she had removed from his chest. The transfer was complete. She vaguely felt something shift in her chest, as if her arteries and veins were suddenly reconnecting, but she focused more on the soft glow that emanated from Ani's chest as pieces of his skin began to slowly knit themselves back together.

Her body convulsed once....twice....

And she was still. The life drained from her eyes and she stared lifelessly at Aniketos's chin, her last I love you hanging in the air and on her lips.

All that was left was the letter in his hand.

Aniketos, dear heart, love....

I know that this letter is a poor substitute; especially for what you are waking up to. Know that it was my choice, nothing that you see was in anyway caused by your actions, and the knife that ended my life was used to save yours. I was approached, a few years ago, by a woman I have come to believe was some sort of Goddess and She gave me the means to end the
j'aari...at least for you and Nakaris. I do not know how much you will remember, but know that I love you, I have never stopped loving you, and that giving my life to save yours...I would do it again.

Please, try not to grieve. My life ended the moment I took the children back in Serendipity and left you behind, and now....now I can always live on, untainted, in your heart and in your memories. I know I have made my share of mistakes....I hope you can forgive me for them and...I hope you can find some way to forgive me for this.

I know it's kind of...silly...but I've kept a journal since I found the cure...something you can read if you wish....

I love you, Aniketos. I'll be waiting for you in the next world.
With all of my heart....
~Rayne

Rhindeer

Somewhere distant and far away in all the black, pain flashed red-hot and faded, then again, throbbing like a heart-beat and sharp as a knife's edge, yet somehow...not. Somehow disconnected, someone else's nerve-endings. It faded in and out, and with it came other snippets of sensation, wet heat pumping out while cold flooded in, rushes of other feelings far less tangible and yet completely solid, roiling inside him in a confused and panicked muddle that made everything hurt, inside and out, though he couldn't move, couldn't speak, couldn't see anything but black, and couldn't understand.

And yet through it all, fear never registered. A sense of warmth and love enveloped him, closing off the pain, the darkness lightening, and some small corner of his mind wondered if he was dying and though that if he was, that was okay. Right now, he felt ready, accepting, and unafraid. He felt comforted.

Except that light was growing more and more intense, no longer a pleasant warmth but soon a blinding glow, and something was pounding hard within him, some weight pressing down on his chest, and--

Aniketos' eyes flew open and he gasped, gulping in air like water after days without it. His chest heaved with his breaths, sore as though after a day of farm work. Some weight was on him and he felt wet all over, drenched in something warm and thick. What...was going on? His vision swam, everything an indistinct blur, but as he looked down toward the pressure on his chest, he recognized a head of brown hair. Rayne?

Oh...of course it was Rayne.

He felt a tired smile pull at his lips and heaved a sigh of relief. Rayne was here...so had that all been just a dream? A nightmare? That made sense. He'd had similar nightmares before, and who wouldn't, living with a curse like that? It made him terrified, because he could never forgive himself if--

That was when he noticed that the air smelled coppery. Sickly sweet.

He looked down again, and by then his eyes had adjusted enough for him to notice the details he had missed through his distorted vision.

Rayne's eyes were open.

Vacant.

His body felt wet and warm.

"Rayne!"

His head swam as he sat up, and his stomach rose with him as he took in everything. Rayne, covered in the same blood that was spilled down his front, soaking the bed so that it squelched as he moved, as he rolled her off of him and onto the bed beside him. Panicked, hands trembling, his hands roamed her body, looking for the wound that had caused that and then for a sign of life, of breath or pulse, anything. But he felt nothing. She was still warm, her skin still soft as it had been in life, but she was gone. And he could not see why, or where the blood had come from, or why he was still alive and she wasn't.

"No...no, no, Rayne, please, no..." Him own voice surprised him, choked with sobs as his hands brushed at her hair, her face, before he pulled her up against his chest and held her tight, body rocking and hot tears falling into her hair. Why? Why was this happening? This couldn't be happening. It couldn't. He was still asleep, still locked in that nightmarish place where he'd lost everything.

No, not everything.

Not until now...

The letter had fallen to the ground, unnoticed.
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Goldie

As Aniketos had deduced, Rayne's eyes were vacant; sightless. She was gone from her body which was now merely a shell that had once held life. The hole in her chest that had released her life blood had been neatly stitched back together with only a thin, silver scar tracing the mortal wound that had once been there. Only the warm, sticky blood that covered everything proved that something, recently, had gone horribly, terribly wrong.

In contrast to Rayne's glassy stare, a pair of icy blue eyes took in the scene from the corner of the small room. A soft tinkle of numerous tiny bits of metal mingled with Aniketos' choking sobs while the rest of the world seemed to fall into a state of perpetual silence. From the same corner the smell of pine and lavender gently filtered through the room replacing the sweet coppery scent of Rayne's blood. Even the temperature seemed to rise as if a roaring fire had been lit, but there was no fireplace.

Still, the presence in the room merely watched. Watched Aniketos' eyes adjust to the nightmare before him; watched the desperate way he clung to the body that would soon be cold and stiff; watched the hot tears spill down his face as his mind raced through questions that may not ever be answered; watched as the letter than held them fell to the floor.

The letter never touched the floor, though. Instead, as it slipped from the bed, the presence reached out with one incorporeal hand and the small piece of paper fluttered with a soft woosh toward the corner where it was caught.

Without help, the letter unfurled and the icy eyes scanned the neat, perfect letters Rayne had written there.

She smiled.

"Well, I must say I'm impressed." In the corner, the presence let the shroud of invisibility fall from her. Her long, silver hair had been twisted up into an intricate half-knot on the back of her head while the rest fell in cascades across her thin shoulders. The tinkling metal came from three combs that held her hair in place; hundreds of tiny silver keys dangling from them. No one key looked the same and it seemed that a soft silver glow emanated from them each time she moved her head. She was dressed in a long gown in the same icy blue of her eyes. The only difference between this presence and the woman Rayne had met years before was her age. Instead of an old woman, she looked as if she couldn't be any older than fifteen.

She waved her hand absently in a circle as she continued to scan the paper in her hand. Immediately, the room transformed. The blood that stained them lifted from their bodies and dispersed into the air; the bed where they were laying was replaced with a small couch covered in a multitude of deep azure pillows. The room expanded, making way for an impressive fireplace that housed a roaring fire, and a round table that seemed to grow out of the floor in the exact center of the room. On the table sat a silver incense burner.

The girl swept across the room toward Aniketos and Rayne, absently dropping the letter in Aniketos' lap before kneeling by the newly incorporated couch. Without pausing, she reached under it and pulled out the wood box she had given Rayne nearly two years prior along with the silver key which she instantly reattached to one of her combs.

She paused.

"Well, don't just sit there blubbering," She scolded Aniketos as she placed the box smartly on the small table, "That letter there will answer a lot more questions for you than a woman who's dead." She shook her head, "Sorry fool....she had the chance to free herself but her mind was too full of you for practicality to register. You know.." she paused, one dainty finger pressing against her bottom lip as she mused before turning back to Aniketos, "She is the first mortal I have met to ever finish that particular ritual. I can't say that I'm not suprised, you see, most people would not be able to cut out their own hearts -especially using a blade that does not like being used."

"Now stop blathering on for a moment and tell me how you're feeling. Come on now, boy, speak up! I won't stay young forever."