OOC: Because I am listening to it -
Wide Awake-----
Devaniée's eyes went wide, her heart in her throat her entire body ceased up.
He knew! He had heard her! And all she could think of was how horrible she felt, how naked, how exposed, how cold. His anger had never been directed at her,
ever. ANd it terrified her.
Would he hate her!? Would he cast her away!? Send her out since she failed at everything it was to be his wife? She wasn't any good at it, wasn't any good for him, and she began to feel herself tremble, eyes blurring with hot tears as she let out a shout, her mask shattering away as her own rage consumed her.
"Then it shouldn't be a surprise then!" she shrieked, rising suddenly from her bed and backing away from him, a hand clenched before her, shaking. "You were always so smart, but you have to listen in to my private conversation to realize your wife is upset!" Tears swelled inside her eyes, sobs choking her as she continued to back away, fearful of him and angry, feral like an animal caught within a trap. "Of course I want to go dancing, Doryx!"S he spat, unable to stop herself from screaming. "We met on the dance floor, yet here you detest it. So do you detest me!? Detest me for wanting to go!? You couldn't be bothered! You're busy! You're always too busy for anything but me!"
and that's when she realized what she said and gasped, hands going over her mouth as she stared at him, completely and utterly mortified.
She broke-
and he was there to bare witness to her having her break down as she shrunk away from him, finding her eyes going hot and blurring her vision, blinding her with tears.