Nitya laughed, much louder than she meant to. "Good," she said, still chuckling. "Stay outspoken. I certainly will, and you have every right to as well. You don't need to apologize though, apologies do little for me. If I was mad at you, I doubt a "forgive me" or a "sorry" would fix much. So speak, and speak bravely. Ah, around me, that is. I don't think either of us are foolish enough to say that a slave could be outspoken to most people in Essyrn, or any other slave nation."
The food came and Nitya continued talking. "I would agree with all you said—including the maybe you used in the beginning. I do mean well, though I am horribly selfish at the same time. I would say I think I understand you life better than I do, but the most I can do thus far to understand you is make assumptions. And I do have some experience with slavery myself, though we shall leave it at that." She paused. "My parents were not slaves though, I will say that. And although I cannot say I am 'both older and younger than my years' as you claim, you are not the first one to say that to me."
Nitya tried some of her soup—surprisingly good, she decided, given that she had never thought cucumbers had must taste. She thought a little more about the last thing he had said, that she was trying to save him. Was that true? Her original goal, thanks to how vividly he felt, was to save his sister. "I take back what I said earlier," Nitya stated slowly. "I don't agree with everything you said. I don't think I am trying to save you, as you claim. If anything, I am trying to take responsibility." And, she was starting to realize, maybe she was trying to save herself.