Oh gods. The last thing Devi wanted to hear right now was that her mother 'liked that sort of stuff.' Devi stared at her mother for a long moment, as if she was looking at a stranger. She liked fighting? She liked... fighting. She liked fighting? ...What? Devi narrowed those blue eyes again, unsure of who she was displeased with now. She opened her mouth to say something against such an absurd and contradictory statement but ended up coughing again. The spell lasted a little longer, and Devi grew irritated as her mother placed a hand on her forehead. Still sick? Of course she was! For some reason, that oh so brilliant deduction annoyed Devi more than anything else.
"Don't blame it on being a demon, momma! Fighting is horrible – it kept me up all night! I'm a demon and I don't like fighting! Why would anyone? It hurts people – on the outside and the inside! I don't... I don't get it..."
And in a flash, there was her sister again, lying in a pool of blood.
Devi pressed her hands to her face, trying to get the image to go away. "Fighting is what made everyone sad on that day... To say that you'd like fighting..." She looked up at her mother, a storm of rage, but her voice was very, very small. "...it's like spitting on her memory..."
But then her father knelt down before her, like he had the night when Devi had demanded an explanation. She had always liked it when he did this – because when he was down here, it felt like, maybe, they were equals. It was a sign that her father could talk to her and tell her the truth. Down here, he didn't lie, he didn't cover up the truth with pretty lies, he told it like it was. And if he was down here, at her height, maybe she could forgive him. Devi's heart was not so cold – all problems, she thought, could be fixed with the truth.
He loved her – and momma. At that statement, Devi was about to interject, with something like, then why did you leave?! but he went on, and even apologized for the fight. And he couldn't say that it'd never happen again. When you looked at it logically, wasn't it natural, for people to fight? Momma had even hit him back. She supposed she could understand that – she could even understand that they might fight again. And when he explained it like that, Devi was the one who felt silly for being mad in the first place. She hadn't been the only one hurting...
When her father exposed his closed wound to her, Devi yelped a little, biting her lip. "Daddy! That wound looks horrible!" she yelped, and her eyes widened when he suggested that she poke it. "I don't wanna poke it! It might hurt you!" she exclaimed, shaking her head and waving her hands in front of her face in protest. When he put his head back up to look at her, Devi shut her eyes, her hands still clenched in little fists. "...I don't want to hurt you, daddy," she said, refusing to hit him.
"It's just... it's not fair, that you left so suddenly!" she started, wanting to forgive him, but still hurting from the sting of that broken promise. "I know you can't promise not to fight anymore. I guess fighting is a natural thing to do..." She shook her head, her eyes determined. "But can you promise never to leave anymore? Can you promise to stay here with me and momma?" No more running away? No more leaving them alone? Could he do that, at the very least?