Alistair blinked in surprise at her question. Though, in all fairness, he shouldn't have been surprised it came up. E were after all hunting an ex lover of hers, so it was a natural mental leap. He sat Indian style and carefully locked the shadows away. The shadows and he were so in uneducated that he could not predict what would happen when the next subject was broached.
Alistair started off with the simpler of responses.
"Then by all means weave, I honestly win that people didnt need my services."
He traced a finger in the ground, making signs of power, love and loss. He looked up and directly into Luminas eyes so that she could read all the sincerity in his next words.
"I have indeed been in love but it was i who did the heart breaking. I was till coming into my powers and she was as innocent and naive as a flower in spring. Her father....well, he wasn't one. The bruises i occasionally saw on her fair skin, which she tried so valiantly to cover, were evidence of that. After one particularly awful night where the scars of her life could no longer be hidden, I lost control.
The man literally screamed for hours as all the small pockets of shadows in his body expanded and eventually exploded through his skin, organs and bones until it looked like someone had beaten his entire body to a pulp with a mallet. But that wasn't enough for the blood lust that now enveloped me, the hatred that was fueling my power. I collapsed her house, beam by beam, room by room. After all that remained was a pile of rubble, I had to go further."
By this time, Alistair was shaking with pain, heart ache, and an almighty wrath tht still hadn't cooled after these 20 odd years.
"I reached into the ground and caused it to split with shadows and to drag everything down till no trace of that vile place remained. It was this act of pure, righteous anger that drove her away from me. I had done what her wretch of a Father never could. By losing control, by letting her see that everyone, even me, had such a hateful side, I robbed her of her innocence, of her joy for life."