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Tobias really wasn't sure how this had happened. He had always been a good person – a hard worker, selfless, and honorable. Sure, he'd just been a poor boy that had grown into a poor, simple man that hunted and fished for a living. He had helped his father provide for his mother while he saved up to build a house of his own so that he could in turn, marry a girl he had fancied back then.

So what terrible thing had he done to deserve everything that had happened to him since that fateful night where his entire world was turned upside down and destroyed? That was easy – he'd done nothing to deserve anything bad!

For a while he thought maybe his life was straightening itself out. Yes, he'd been turned into a werewolf and enslaved for a time that he couldn't remember, but eventually he'd lucked out and been rescued. A little over a year ago the woman that had brought him back from being a mindless beast had set him free. He'd been a free man to come and go and make his way in the world as he pleased!

Maybe this was punishment for the horrible things he'd done while insane with the blood thirst of the beast. He wasn't even sure exactly how many days it had been now. Tobias had been minding his own business, trying to enjoy a night under an actual roof for a change. The inn hadn't been exactly luxurious, just a poor man's joint, but he'd looked forward to the bed instead of sleeping in the dirt. A pretty woman had sidled right up to him and convinced him to drink far more of the cheap ale the place served than he really should have. She'd made him a little uneasy, but he was just a man!

They'd kept him drugged up, slipping something into his drink so that he was mostly unconscious, only really rousing when he was jostled especially hard. When he'd finally managed to really wake up, Tobias had wished he'd remained asleep. His mind was hazy and in a fog, and he felt so very, very weak. Whatever poison they were forcing down his throat kept him down and trembling. Once he'd have done anything to get the wolf out of his head, but not feeling the presence of that part of him was suddenly terrifying.

For days now he'd remained huddled alone in a corner of a steel and stone prison cage. There were probably a dozen other men and women in the place with him, but one look at his brown and gold eyes had seen to it that the others kept away from him. His habit of letting out deep, rumbling growls on occasion probably helped insure his isolation from the others as well.

Even his senses were dulled, but he wished they were completely gone. The prison stank of fear, excrement, and body odor. The slavers would throw buckets of freezing water over them to "clean" them, just enough to hopefully keep them from becoming too ill to sell. Likewise the amount of food offered to them seemed only enough to ensure they didn't starve before going to market.

Sometimes he would catch the slavers talking when they weren't jeering or taunting them. Tobias knew there were several other cells like the one he was in. He'd heard screams coming from both men and women – probably ones that became too annoying and were punished – Or women that were being used by the slavers or their male cellmates. His own cell remained relatively calm. Sure, some of the others would sob and pray, or beg for release, but when they got too loud his rumbling growls of warning usually silenced them. Better they not draw too much attention to themselves.

It was listening to the slavers as they made their rounds that informed him that more slaves were being brought in from Essyrn before the next auction. A few days later the door to his cell opened and he watched passively as huddled, darker skinned men and women were unceremoniously shoved inside. They were under dressed for an Adelan winter – that was for sure.

TreeFolk

Isaura spent the day amongst the dragons, cooing and coddling and making sure all were well attended to. Her current job saw her apprenticing under a dragon trainer of note, and she was able to take part in matching young Kaadir to humans that would best get along with them. She was even beginning to earn a name for herself, for every pair she matched ended up being perfectly matched. Most assumed she just had a natural knack for reading the speechless dragons, but she was generally able to communicate with them when they were willing.

After checking up on one of the young males who she had stitched up earlier in the day from a spat with a fellow dragon, she pulled her water skin down from one of the hooks and took off towards the bath house, her feet padding quietly along the stones of the city streets. Her lips pursed as she hummed a soft tune to herself, but the tune died in her throat and turned to a scream as a hand shoved a cloth against her face. The body of her captor jerked her into the adjoining alleyway, her dove gray eyes opening wide in shock in fear as she struggled against her captor. She tried to shift, tried to mold herself into her lynx form, her fangs and claws coming out, but receding as a man grunted. "Got some sort of magic, gimme the collar..."

She felt a choking, cloying sensation as a thin corded collar was snapped onto her neck, beneath her house family torc. Her fingers instantly raised to her neck as her knees gave out from under her. She felt her body collapse onto the sun-warmed stones of the alleyway, and that was the last she knew for quite some time...

Isaura awoke to the rocking of the world, a sensation she had never before felt. Her first reaction was panic, as she tried to stumble to her feet and hit her head. She looked around, her heart racing as all she could see around her was a dark, enclosed room full of other bodies. That was when her senses were assaulted, the smell of urine, the groans of pain and discomfort assailing her at once. Her breath came in short, shallow pants, much like that of a frightened rabbit, her lips parted as she released a low cat-like groan of distress. Where was she? What was making the world rock? She had to slow her breath before the smell of sea salt crossed her senses... A boat? Was she on a boat? She had never before been on a boat larger than a small river raft, and this vessel shifted unnaturally with the water. The lapping of waves against the sides shifted the boat, and she sat up slowly to avoid hitting her head again. They were stacked, stacked in pallets, each one only large enough for its occupant to lay in a straight line, but not to sit up straight. Isaura's was on the top of her pile, in what she assumed was because she was by far the smallest of the rest of the Essyrnian cargo.

Why was she here? She could sense the death among the other occupants... She was among killers, rapists, and other criminals. That much she could tell... Slaves. She was surrounded by other slaves, which only reason could explain that she, too, was a slave. But she had done nothing wrong! Hunching in her pallet, she grasped the bars tightly, her knuckles turning white in fear as thoughts rushed through her mind. She was guilty of nothing! Not that she entirely understood the mortal concept of guilt quite yet, but she knew its legal application. People were enslaved when they had done wrong. And she knew what the Essyrn people though was wrong. And she had not done any of those things.

It was hours before anyone of any sort of authority came into the hull of the ship, shoving trays of food into their pallets, not minding if the contents spilled before the occupant had time to collect them. When the man approached her pallet, Isaura scooted to the edge of hers, gripping the bars. "Sir... I think there has been a mistake. I have not done anything illegal. Why am I on a slave ship?"

The man scoffed and shoved a tray of food into her pallet, and although her hand reached out to steady the tray, she still called out to the man, who had decided she did not warrant a response. "Sir! Sir! You must let me out. I have done nothing worthy of condemnation. Certainly there has been a mix up. I should get off before we leave port..."

The man paused, turned, removing a rod from his belt. He coolly walked to her cage, and used the rod to sting her. She yelped, confused, the contents of her tray spilling onto the occupants below her. As the man left, the slaves beneath her yelled curses up at her, threatening her that she ought to watch her back when they got out...

She didn't know how many days passed on the boat... The dark hull gave no indication of the passing of day into night, but when they arrived and were jostled on deck, all of their legs were weak and shaky. Their captors used a pump to spray them down with ice cold sea water once they made their way onto land, and Isaura did not have the strength to remain standing, and curled up on the ground as they poured water over her shivering body. The thin, gauzy cotton of her sarong did not give her enough coverage or warmth in this new climate, and she felt sick by the sudden stillness of the ground. She had been unable to eat much on their voyage, and so when she made to get sick, her stomach cramped and she could only dry heave. Her body felt wrecked and weak. She was forced to stand, and was shoved between the darker bodies, her honey colored skin and hair, and her small stature, both making her stand out, while at the same time becoming overwhelmed and swallowed by the crowd of other slaves.

They were herded for some time, she was too listless to care, even when she had a flash of the upcoming deaths of those around her. The woman next to her would collapse within five minutes, and would be trampled to death... She was too tired to warn the woman, though she might have been able to save her. Many had tied on the boat ride over, and she felt numb from all of the portents of death... Had lain feverish on her pallet, kept up and unable to sleep with the onslaught of visions of death. Mortality did not suit her... Never before had she felt pain, or hunger, or thirst to this extent. Even after five years of mortality, she had always been able to use her magic to stave off all of these. She felt, what she assumed, was sickness, at some point on the boat.

They were corralled into different cells, and when she was shoved into a cell. She was the last to be shoved into the cell, the door of the cell forcing her the rest of the way in. Her eyes lowered, she quickly retreated to the closest corner, hunching down and pulling her knees to her chest, trying with little energy to cover herself. She and the other slaves from the boat were far too exhausted to do anything other than collapse in various spots in the cell, though there were a few that weren't allowed to sit or rest by the previous slaves. Her head fell to her knees and she felt her eyes close, trying her best to become a little shadow, to close the world out so that the world could not see her...

She was kicked awake. She blinked her eyes, trying to clear them, as she tilted her head up, peering up at two men looming over her. They were not from the ship, she could tell... Swallowing, she pulled her knees even closer, only to have one of the men use his foot to try and kick her legs apart. Her hands fell to the ground to balance her, her palms against the dirty floor of the cell, she used them to push herself up the wall. Her back wedged into the corner, one of the men spat at her. "Did we say you could stand?" She did not reply, did not move her head or indicate in any way the she acknowledged them, staring straight ahead, focusing on nothing in the distance. One of the men made to paw at her sarong. "Now, why not get out o' this wet thing? That way we can see that nice honey hued skin..."

Isaura swallowed heavily and attempted to bat his hand away, biting her lip, and continuing to refuse to look him in the eyes, staring straight in front of her. She squared her shoulders, and said softly, "Leave me alone."

The second, quieter man grabbed out and tore apart the tie of her sarong behind her neck, forcing her to grasp the cloth over her to keep it from falling off. She could feel her heart racing, trying her best to keep from feeling anything as they closed in on her further.

Zero

They were a sorry lot; most looked even worse off than the ones that had been here already a while, probably from the rough trip by slave ship. Tobias had never seen a slave ship before, let alone been on one, but he'd heard stories – and that was more than enough. Most of the ones that had been crowded into his cell were typical Essyrni – dark of hair, skin, and eye – but one girl was tiny and light in coloration next to her comrades.

She practically collapsed into the corner by the door and he'd have paid her little more attention if it weren't for a few minutes later that two of the slaves that had been there since Tobias himself had come moved in on her. As both hunter and wolf he could see and sense the predatory nature behind their movements. He could smell their vile intents slipping through. Had his wolf been stronger then the animal would have been raging at the scent of evil.

It took a force of will for Tobias to even drag himself off the floor.  Maybe he could have or should have ignored it. Looking the other way wouldn't have been so hard, would it? The thought of the poor girl screaming as she was abused was far more than he could even think to stand. Why did bad things have to happen to people that didn't deserve it? Besides, he could smell her, and he knew that she wasn't exactly human. He didn't know what she was, but she needed to be protected from swine like those two thugs.

Summoning what strength was left in him, Tobias went from his corner to onto the men in about two seconds flat. The one that had grabbed the woman's clothing – practically pulling it off her! – would find himself shoved hard against the wall, a large hand around his throat and squeezing threateningly. The cell went dead silent except the deep, thunderous growl vibrating through Tobias's chest. He hated being violent. He hated hurting people. For these two, he could make a tiny exception.

The second man tried to grab him, but his free arm swung around and sent him sprawling with inhuman force. Kia he was exhausted. Brown eyes had turned a feral shade of burnished gold as he glared at the man he had pinned.

"Touch her again. I dare you." Even his voice was a low grumbling growl as he forced out the words. The man shook his head vigorously, eyes bulging as he struggled to breath. With a sound of disgust, Tobias dropped him like a sack, and they both scrambled away from him. He'd barely moved since being dumped in this cell, so they were taken completely by surprise the wild-eyed ferocity he displayed now.

Turning away from them, he settled his eyes onto Isaura, the gold was leeching out of them, turning once again to a soft, gentle brown.

"You alright?" Came the surprisingly softly spoken question.

TreeFolk

Isaura wished she could squeeze herself further into the corner, to make herself invisible. Even more than that, she wish she was not stuck in this weak, mortal body. Her utter weakness frightened her, her inability to protect herself. She had gone from a protector spirit, whose size did not impact her ability to defend others and herself, to a small, weak bodied girl. She felt her heart pounding in her chest as she watched the large man rush at them, though her assailants did not notice him until he was upon them. What if he was trying to make a claim on her in their stead? She sensed something... Territorial about him.

When he'd scared them off, she felt her legs beneath her again, and she slid down the wall to sit on the floor. She stared up at him, wide eyed, her lower lip quivering as her body remember how cold she was. All she could give to him was a wide-eyed nod, though she was staring intently into his eyes... She was registering two sides to his nature. One, something raving, animalistic, instinct driven and hungry. Something that reminded her of her own connection to lynx. The other came forth in the softness of his voice.

Zero

Gold-laced eyes watched as the poor girl slid to the floor. Kia but wasn't she a tiny thing? No wonder those two had gone after her - damn cowards thought to make easy prey of her. He wondered how much of a fight she'd have actually been able to put up. When a nod was his only answer, those grey eyes of hers wide, and he could only guess terrified, Tobias moved slowly to take a seat beside her, effectively creating a physical shield between her and the rest of the slaves - who now seemed intent to give the pair a wide berth.

He actually observed her more closely now. Poor girl was soaked through and probably freezing. He knew Essyrni people were used to it nice and hot. Not to mention that one pig had ripped at her already meager clothes. Honestly, she hadn't been decently covered to begin with! When he'd woken up here all his gear had been taken, but they'd left him the clothes on his back, dirty as they were now.

"Here." Shifting his gaze away, Tobias peeled his light wool coat off himself, it would be enormous on her, but she surely needed it more than him. In fact he practically radiated heat and despite the chill wasn't even cold. He offered the coat to her.

TreeFolk

Gray eyes watched him intently, sharp and quick despite her exhaustion, as he moved to sit down. She stared openly at him... He had a scraggly, unkempt beard, and she wondered how long he had been in this place. And he was large, bulky, easily twice her size in weight and a over a head taller than she. Men had never made her feel small before, when she had been a immortal. As the guardian spirit, though some argued her kind were demons, of the Arud family, she had never once felt threatened. Watching the deaths around her had meant nothing to her, for she had no fear of her own end. She could not die, so why would death be a concept for her to worry about? The closest she came to worry of death, before her mortality, was when she saw the last male of the line aging without having produced any heirs.

"Gratitude..." Reaching out, her thin fingers clasped around the cloth of the coat, and she pulled it around herself. Despite herself, she felt her fists gripping the coat closer to herself, closing her eyes tightly as she tried to subdue the convulsions of shivers racing up her body.

After the shaking subsided, she opened her eyes again, peering at him. "Isaura. My name is Isaura." She stared into his eyes, unwavering, it was one of the habits that many found disturbing. As a spirit, those who looked into her eyes could be brought to their knees in fear. Now it only elicited shivers of discomfort. Not that she was trying to frighten, more that she was a pursuer of truth, and the eyes were the easiest way to read a person's truth. "I am in your debt."

Zero

There was an air of exhaustion about Tobias, the way he held himself and the way he moved. It wasn't until she had wrapped herself snugly in his coat that he moved his eyes back over to her. When he did, their eyes met and locked. Gold swirled through the brown as he simply held her gaze, seeming tired, but unfazed by her stare.

"I'm Tobias, and I don't know about any debt. Those creeps deserved what they got. Worse, really, but they're not worth the effort. Lazy, good-for-nothing dogs, is what men like that are." His voice remained soft, words spoken really only for her. He hadn't said a word since arriving before now. There hadn't seemed a need to speak to any of these people before now. "What'd a little thing like you do to get in such a bad place as this?"

TreeFolk

Her eyes drifted over towards the men, who were nursing their wounds and wounded egos on the opposite site of the cell. She nonchalantly said, "They will, in time. That one you had by the throat, he'll be stabbed by a guard on the way to the block. The other has maybe a year left. Details are fuzzy."

Looking back at him, she picked the conversation back up. "Nothing. I was walking back from the dragon keep when I was taken. Perhaps they mistook me for another... And you?" She scrunched her brow, a perplexed look on her face, looking past him to try and see out of the cell. "Also, where are we?"

Zero

"That so?" Tobias mused, glancing in the direction of the men that had accosted Isaura. He had no idea how she could possibly know that, or if she was even really knew at all or if she was just saying it. Not that it really mattered. Whatever happened to them wasn't his business. All he had to worry about was himself. Although now he supposed, for at least the moment, he would worry about the small woman sitting next to him. Not that there was a real reason, but he was tired, alone, and - even if he wouldn't admit it - a bit scared. Having someone else to worry about, even for a little while, helped take his mind off everything else.

"I didn't do anything either. Got drunk in a seedy inn and woke up here. Slavers don't really care if you've done anything to deserve it or not, I guess. They only care about making a profit." Of course he'd always known that. He didn't want to think about what would happen once they were sold. Who knew what he'd be made to do for a master or mistress. Hopefully not fight. He knew he'd ended up in fighting pits before, but he just couldn't remember it. Not that he wanted to be sold at all, but maybe once he was there could be opportunity for escape. No way the wolf would tolerate being locked up and enslaved for very long.

He sighed, resting his head against the cold stone behind him as his eyes closed. "You're in Ketra, capitol of Adela. Did you say dragons? Adela has dragon riders. Not that I've ever actually met one. High class folks, them riders. Right up there with nobles and such."

TreeFolk

She appreciated that he didn't flinch at her telling him about those men's deaths. It felt nice, a relief, to pass on the knowledge, as if she was releasing a built up pressure in her brain. But thus far, most mortals who did not know of the fylgia responded oddly to her portents of death. There was something about death that made them uncomfortable, though she was starting to catch on to their concern, having now come close to her own death several times since her capture.

"Slaves are supposed to be criminals in Essyrn... Is drinking a crime here? What does drinking do to a person?" She was struggling to see the world beyond absolutes, and gray areas were unfathomable to her. Trying to understand such a concept as the system not working as it should, was like trying to solve a complex riddle. Fylgias operated on a strict doctrine, which was followed rigidly and was never strayed from. If an individual did wrong, they would suffer the punishment. If they were right, they were rewarded. As for the consequences of imbibing alcohol, that was something she did not know of yet. She only saw people acting oddly when they drank, and so she had yet to partake in it.

Settling her chin on her pulled up knees, she looked out. "Yes, it is much the same in Essyrn. The wealthy have dragons. I was working with horses, when a dragon owner fell from his mount. The dragon was sour. When I sang to him, he saw the reason in not causing further trouble, and I was taken on as a dragon keeper's apprentice." She closed her eyes and hummed deep in her throat, deep vibrations which would not seem capable of her small frame. "Their songs... If you could hear them. Most don't." A small, weak smile crossed her lips, keeping her eyes closed. "I wonder if the dragons hear sing?"

"What did you do? Before this cage?" She felt compelled to speak with him, as if finding a handhold to clutch at. Nothing in this place made sense to her. Nothing about being enslaved had sunk in yet, other than she had the notion that she would not like it.

Zero

Maybe Tobias just wasn't afraid of death. After all, hadn't he looked death in the face and come out clean? His body repaired itself inhumanly now, as if the wolf refused to die. It would be such a relief if he could just understand everything about himself now, but there was so much he still didn't know. Wounds that would have been mortal before healed rapidly, but did that mean that he couldn't die? How would this curse affect his aging? He didn't know.

What he did fear was a cage. Even before the wolf was woken inside him the idea of not having his freedom was unfathomable. Tobias would never, ever understand why or how people could do this to other people. Heh, and they called him the monster. "Drinking isn't a crime. It can addle your brain though, makes you do stupid things. Especially if you drink too much. I wasn't going to drink so much, but I was tricked, I think. Or maybe they put something in it from the start. I honestly don't know for sure. They make me take a nice long drink of something everyday now. It keeps me...manageable."

He made a slight face at that. If he could just reach for the wolf...Well those slavers would be quaking in their boots, he just knew it! Kia, he could probably scare them bad enough that he wouldn't even have to hurt them. Send them running and make his escape in the chaos. Too bad he couldn't even feel that part of himself right now. Well...not very well. Somehow he'd managed to draw on the wolf just enough to take care of those two idiots just now.

"Before here? A long time ago I was just a fisher and hunter. A nobody really. Was a slave for a while, but was free for about a year before they nabbed me. I just kind of wandered and did odd jobs for people - fixing small things and the like. Half the time I wasn't even paid in coin, just some food and maybe allowed to sleep in a shed or barn. Most nights I just slept under the stars or the trees." He shrugged his shoulders. It might not have been a glamorous life, but it had been his and he'd been free.

TreeFolk

Her fingers drifted to her neck, where the odd collar was, pinching her skin where it sat on the torc... They hadn't stripped her of the torc, but she imagined it was in part due to its protective properties. Most likely whenever they looked at it, they would forget about it as soon as they looked away. Those who sought to take it from her would experience it like that...

It was the first time that she thought of the torc as a collar, similar to the one they had clamped around her neck to keep her from shifting. It was, in fact, the first time she had wondered if her service to the Arud family had been something akin to slavery. She was bound as surely to them as surely as she was locked in this cell... The thought dropped her heart into the pit of her stomach. The realization that she had lived thousands of years under the rule of one bloodline as a kind of slave, with no site of freedom in sight, was a dark epiphany indeed. Should she rejoice at the end of their bloodline?

And she had not relished her freedom from the beginning of her mortality until now. She had not known what it was... Perhaps her kind was put into creation to be slaves to mortal needs. Perhaps this was her fate, this was her lot in life. A hoarse whisper came from her lips, "I've been collared..."

There was a strange feel of moisture welling in her eyes, which she wiped away... She looked at the glistening tears on her hand, but no more came to her, nor did she understand the emotions behind the first.

Isaura listened to the rumbling of his voice, letting it swallow her own iteration, comforted that he had not noticed the strange behavior from her. The deep, growling sound of his voice was like that of a deep bear, the vibrations could be felt in her chest. Her eyes began to shutter shut, until her head rolled onto her shoulder, two tired words whispered from her lips, "The stars..." She couldn't fight the sleep any longer.

Zero

Tobias could smell the saltiness of Isaura's tears, but he simply finished speaking and didn't draw attention to her short-lived crying. People didn't like to have moments of weakness pointed out to them, and she was actually taking things surprisingly well, from what he'd seen. Some of the women that came in were reduced to sobbing hysterically or quietly on and off for days - or forever. A few seemed to have shut down completely, neither moving nor making sound. A couple even refused to eat. Maybe he was being too harsh on the girls, some of the men weren't much better.

He turned his brown-gold eyes to her after his words trailed off, only to find that the poor thing had fallen asleep after whispering about stars. For a little while he simply sat in silence, eyes mostly closed as he entered twilight haze somewhere between being asleep and awake. Eventually though Tobias scooted closer to Isaura, hoping that the heat that radiated off him would keep her warm as she slept. Within minutes his own head had dropped to his chest, sleep taking him away from the cell.

At dawn the sound of the cell door opening woke him as the slavers entered with knives and swords drawn to ensure that the slaves stayed subdued as they passed out small chunks of bread. The others immediately began squabbling with each other, stealing from each other if they could. Not everyone would eat today, while others would eat more than their "share". When they came around to Tobias a crust was dropped on him, then Isaura, but a waterskin was shoved against his lips.

"Open up and take your medicine like a good boy, eh?" Resistance would only get him beaten or whipped, so Tobias parted his lips and choked down a few mouthfuls of the bitter drink until the slaver was satisfied and then the vile bastard left with the others. Nobody approached Tobias and Isaura to attempt to steal their pitiful breakfast. They didn't want to face what the two men from last night had.

TreeFolk

Isaura had woken to the usual visions of the deaths of those around her... Deaths that they had committed and the deaths which would befall them. She woke to a clear and cutting knowledge of deaths that had been committed by her current savior. But those deaths were compartmentalized, separate from the person who had jumped in on her behalf just hours earlier. And the flavor of those deaths... They were like deaths which had been committed by an animal, in defense of itself. Most animals, with the exception of some felines, did not kill without purpose. They did not kill with malice, or any of the odd emotions experienced by mortals, but killed on instinct. He was obviously something other than human, and so she did not feel uncomfortable in the presence of this killer.

She had killed sentient beings before, she vaguely knew, indirectly and directly. Death had that way about it... When she foretold one of her family's deaths and it was prevented, death would seek to balance the world and would take another life. This had never bothered her before, but having lain still in the pallets of the slave ship had given her time to think of the darker side of her new-found mortality. True, she had only been doing so because it was the nature of her race, had only been doing so because she was so very tied to the family, but now she began to question why she had done the things she had done. Was she always a fylgia? Or had she been something before? What had created her?

This was the contemplation she held in the hours before dawn. When she had awaken, Tobias was asleep, closer to her than before. She stood and kept watch for them, his coat easily reaching to her knees, the sleeves dangling far past her hands. Although she felt wary and weak, she felt newly revitalized from the few hours of sleep she had gotten. The cell was quiet, for the most part, at night. Only once did she catch the eyes of another cellmate, who she thought was debating on whether he wanted to try to kill Tobias in his sleep. Though when he caught her moon-like, unblinking eyes in the darkness, he seemingly lost interest.

When she noticed Tobias' eyes beginning the rapid movement of waking up, accompanied by the sounds of steel being pulled, she sat back down again. She caught the bread tossed at her, but did not immediately bite into it, frowning when she saw that Tobias was given the same amount... And she was even more disturbed when man approached and forced a water skin full of something foul smelling. She a well of rage well up inside herself for him, standing and squaring her shoulders, baring her teeth... Which were not as impressive as they could be, if she had still had the power to shift. It was a moment, but briefly she felt a blood-rage swell in her breast, equal to what she had felt when something threatened one of her family.

The moment passed, and even though her vision still swam with freckles of black, she knew she could not call upon the power fully. She would need to train her new, weak and corporeal body, to handle the power. Instead she tore her bread in half and held out the other half to Tobias. "You are twice my size or more. It does not make sense that we eat the same."

She followed this up, her face quite unemotional "While it is not in our nature to pass judgment, merely to see that it is done, it is still my belief that the men who do this to you are more deserving of death than the men who attacked me last night." She sat down, fingers curled around her half of the bread. "It is one thing to take the body of another, and another to suffocate the soul."

Zero

Oh yes, Tobias was a killer, indeed! He'd slaughtered other slaves at the behest of his master. Torn them limb from literal limb. The hybrid beast was monstrous, it was the only way he could view that purely feral part of his mind. The pure wolf part he could manage and co-exist with, he could understand the creature and it could understand him. The beast however was something he did his beast to block out completely. That he'd have been killed if he didn't kill the other slave in a fight to the death didn't matter to him - his life wasn't worth more than theirs had been and he didn't deserve to live when they died. No matter what it might have been, he just couldn't see it as the beast defending itself and doing whatever it took to survive.

Thank Kia he couldn't remember those times, and only knew of them because Mable had told him what had become of him after that horrible night so long ago.

Remaining oblivious to the fact that his sleep had been watched over for a time, Tobias had watched silently at the display that Isaura had made in response to his morning dose of toxin. Although he'd tensed up greatly at it, hoping that she wouldn't be punished for showing such defiance. Thankfully the slavers had left without incident - probably thinking her outrage more amusing than anything. After all, she certainly didn't look all that dangerous next to the giant man next to her.

Tobias didn't relax at all until the cell door was securely locked again and Isaura was seated beside him unpunished. That had been a fool thing to do, in his opinion. He didn't need her to protect him - she'd only hurt herself if she tried. Though it was sweet of her to feel concern on his behalf. After him stepping up in her defense the night before maybe she'd just felt she owed him something. He ignored her attempt to give him half her bread.

"They'd have hurt your body and soul if nobody had stopped him." He said softly, knowing that being raped was not just a physical assault. Besides, what they did to him was only temporary. They couldn't suppress him forever. Once he was sold he'd be useless to his owner if the mixture was continued. "They're just weak and stupid and afraid of what I could do if they didn't keep me weak - as they should be. Don't worry about me, I'll be fine. Just as soon as I can get away from them and their dumb potions."

He was scowling down at his bread, before sighing and offered it to her. "I don't want any of yours, and you should take mine too. Your trip was rough and you're going to need your strength. Besides, it isn't bread I'm hungry for." No, what he wanted more than anything was a fat, juicy rabbit. Kia, forget the rabbit, he could eat a whole deer. The wolf was probably ravenous by now. He wished he could feel the animal inside him, it felt like a part of himself had been cut off - almost as bad as losing an arm or something.

TreeFolk

It was true, Isaura did not have a healthy fear or understanding of the consequences of many things. She knew that death happened, but had never experienced it in a way which had impacted her. She had watched generations of Aruds die, and even when the last male heir had taken his last breath, she still felt no true understanding of what it meant to die. When she read the deaths around her, she simply saw it as the end of life. What happened next, she knew not, she just knew that individual ceased to exist physically, and to her that still did not mean much.

In the five years she had physically been a part of the world, she had not formed any important bonds, which was probably why she was still unconcerned with death. Perhaps if she connected to another on some emotional level she would understand the fear of death, for she still did not worry about her own death. If she lost her own life, even, she was not too afraid. Mostly, she worried that she could somehow become a fylgia again. But she was not afraid of the nothingness that might follow death.

And she could not comprehend the consequences of rape. She knew what it was, she knew that it happened, knew that it was not good, but beyond that she did not understand it. Whether she would connect emotions to the physical body if it happened to her, was still to be tested. "Perhaps. I do not know if I yet understand the way emotions  connect between body and spirit. There is something to experience and understanding that is unfortunately still necessary for me." Of course Isaura didn't know that what she was saying was rather twisted. "I am only beginning to recognize the concept of captivity. Truly and fully. I do not think I like it."

She felt compelled to explain a bit further "I now know the taste of fear for myself... Not fear of dying, but fear of my fate after, if my fate is something other than nothingness after." She did not feel like confiding in him about her thought process. She knew it was skewed by the reactions others had towards her, knew that there was an awkward burden when one was born with the knowledge of 2,000 years, yet the emotional connections of a newborn. Her burgeoning morality was what distanced others from her, which made her progress into normalcy even more difficult. Most assumed she was just some kind of sociopath.

When he refused her bread, and offered his own, she set the bread down in a crevice in the cell wall and ate the half she originally intended to eat. "Not eating does not make sense. If you do not eat, you become weaker. Doesn't that allow those forcing that weakening potion down your throat to win? You're just helping them if you don't eat. Even if bread is not what you truly need."

Zero

Tobias could only give her a long, sideways look as he listened to her talk about not understanding or knowing about the emotions of being raped. He'd known immediately that there was something a little off about her. She wasn't completely human. There was something in her scent, movement, and eyes that spoke of her being far too old and at the same time she seemed so young. The way she talked, the things she said were certainly strange, but he turned into a wolf, so who was he to judge?

"Take it from me that you don't want to learn through experience about rape and emotions. Although we're slaves now, so you might get your experience real soon. Masters can do whatever they want to you, and you're pretty and young." Even as he said the words his body was bristling and a low, angry growl rolled in his chest. Tobias didn't like the thought of any woman being raped, but this one didn't even know any better than to be worried about her own skin.

It was insanely frustrating to feel so weak right then. He wanted to protect her. If only his wolf weren't being suppressed he could break open this cell and they could both escape to freedom. He supposed the other slaves in their cell could too, but he hadn't thought about helping them. Some of them were here for a reason - like the ones that had tried to rape Isaura. Those were bad men. Really bad. His wolf would have wanted to tear them apart on sheer principle.

"You really should just eat it. If you don't someone will try to steal it." He didn't want to argue about getting weaker, he felt weak enough as it was. Days without meat was likely causing hell on his system and he really, really didn't want to eat the bread. Hungry or not, just the idea of bread made him want to sick up. Not to mention the foul drink he'd been forced to consume. His stomach just wasn't feeling up to the task of eating his rations.

TreeFolk

"If you say that, it must be very bad. I will try my best to prevent it." Her trust in him was somewhat baffling, not that she knew of distrust. For the most part she believed the world operated fairly bluntly, because she was accustomed to seeing the truth of matters. Having seen the truth of matters, she did not quite understand why others were surprised or experienced bad emotions when certain things happened. Now, however, she could not see even a portion of things that were true or would be. Maybe some small trickles of visions, but now she only seemed able to wield the base of her power in death portents.

Since the daughters of the last male heir had set her up with her first job, she had been shielded from any real strife since she had become mortal. Thus, her trust had become naivety, and had been encouraged. She had not learned a lot since she had become a mortal, considering it had been five years. For the most part she had been allowed to exist on her own, only interacting briefly with others. In her free time she had wandered the surrounding desert or other places of nature alone, strengthening her legs and becoming quick and nimble in her new body. Now she wondered why she hadn't considered becoming stronger, or why she hadn't taught herself to wield weapons. She'd wasted her taste of freedom.

Her head quirked to the side, her blonde hair messy and escaping from her braids. "I am pretty?" A smile graced her lips. "I have heard that it is good to be pretty." She took the other half of her own bread and proceeded to eat it. "I will protect your portion." She chewed on her piece of bread, tilting her head again to the side. Swallowing the piece, she squinted her eyes at him, perplexed. "You are not human. And it smells so foul in here, that I cannot smell you. There are two of you, if not three. You are very hard to read." She reached out and placed her hand on the center of his chest, before pulling it back and resting her chin on it inquisitively. "You look like a man, but remind me of an animal."

She could read and communicate with both animals and humans alike... But he seemed so mixed that it almost shielded him from her searching eyes. He did not have a clear truth, because he did not have a clear sense of self.

Zero

"Not sure you'll really be able to do much about it. I'm sorry." Tobias looked at her sympathetically, and seemed sincerely upset that Isaura might face such horrible things. For him any decent human being should be appalled by such a thing. He was. "And I guess being pretty is good most of the time, but in this case...not so much. If the men that look at you at auction find you pretty you're more likely to end up taken by one that will force you to bed him." It was a horrible truth, but a truth none the less and he wasn't going to sugar coat the situation. She needed to know what to expect.

For a few moments there was just a peaceful silence from him as his eyes closed while she ate, but her observations about him had his brown eyes slowly opening to gaze at her, they were soulful eyes, laced and in feral gold. The colors often swirled and changed, the more gold the closer the wolf was to the surface of his being. When her hand moved to press against the center of his chest he stiffened slightly, not sure about the contact at all. Thankfully it was brief as he turned his eyes away from her, perhaps with some embarrassment.

"An animal, huh? Well with all my growling I suppose most people might think me rather animalistic in some ways." The growling was a hard habit to suppress, something that had come along after being turned. It was the thing about there being two or maybe even three of him that he really pondered about. He didn't know for sure if the wolf and the beast were separate beings from each other - or even from himself! Had the bite put something into him or only awoken something that was already inside? Tobias was a little afraid of the answer, if he was honest with himself. "You're right, though. I'm not human. Not for several years now."

TreeFolk

"Do you know when auction day is?" She tucked a piece of hair behind her ear, pinching her lower lip between her thumb and the knuckle of her index finger. "Perhaps I can do something to look less pretty?" She wasn't quite certain what made one pretty, but she hoped he'd be able to tell her so she could modify those traits. She knew she would stick out for her size and her fair skin and hair, but perhaps she could squeeze herself between some larger bodies and they would forget about her... Was it better to be sold first, or last?

She looked at another woman in the cell, whose hips were wide, and thought that it did not make sense for men to want her, a small-hipped whisper of a thing, to take to bed. If they were slaves, were they not like animals? And didn't these people breed animals and use them for work? What other purpose was there to human copulation?

She noticed his discomfort with her touch, noting for the future that she would try not to do so again. Out of all the things she liked about being in a body, was her ability to reach out and touch others. Tobias' skin had been exceptionally warm, while she naturally ran cooler than others, part of being so closely linked with death for so long. "Animals are honest. I like them."