As Richter replied, Aithne bobbed her head slowly at just the right moments, ritualistic signals that she was paying full attention and understood his carefully chosen words. "I should return the apology, I haven't spoken to another with our affliction thus far...I am quite ignorant as well. I assure you I did not take offense...it's just a little strange to speak of this at all, let alone this openly. It's...actually somewhat refreshing." The smile she'd maintained broadened slightly, tugging lightly at the corners of her mouth. She eyed him a moment as he looked to the leathers, and the realization came to her that here was another werewolf posing as a man, just as she posed as a woman, and the prospect of it warmed her in a small way. Certainly he was far more...feral than she, every fiber of him exuded wilderness, and yet here he stood, casually chatting with some tailor girl in Ketra. Far braver than I...
Her curiosity swelled suddenly at the thought, the thought that he was wilder and freer than she, and yet he was capable of calmly walking the street among human and beast and none would look twice upon him. She'd avoided the outside world like the plague, holed-up in her little shop with her every need, her meals, all her materials, brought straight to her doorstep. Being among them, tossed about in the milling throngs of man in the sweltering heat, well, it was more than she could bare. But he did it...and did it well...and he wondered how she survived among polite society. How he did it was the more pressing inquiry. She hid beneath a veil of cinnamon within the confines of her shop, hardly a daunting task to her eyes...but he.
She was roused from her thoughts as Richter responded to her questioning, and the warmth of her attention replaced the absence her mental retreat had left in her gray-green eyes. She chuckled as he did, bobbing her head in agreement, "Well and that's something we should all aspire to, as best we are able." The smile faded from her lips as his gaze dropped to the floor, and she eyed him carefully as he continued, giving her the condensed version of his origin story. That he'd bitten others brought a dark cloud to the forefront of her mind, but she chased it to her subconscious...she'd expected no different, and she'd do her best not to hold it against him. As he called his father a monster, Aithne's mind conjured a gruesomely detailed depiction of the werewolf who'd changed her, and she fought back a shudder, bringing her hands to her elbows and somewhat discreetly hugging herself.
"Why should you try? To live as I do, I mean...you are what you are, and you were born into that world..." She paused briefly, and seemed to be drifting off into another plane of existence, though only briefly. "I live as I do, fight against this beast to be human, because that's what I'm supposed to be. I was born into humanity, that's how I was programmed to exist, per se. Why should you strive for something against your nature." another brief pause, and her eyes seemed to fog over, though again the display was only brief. "And yet... I suppose it is my nature as well, or should be... but I cannot let go. I just..." She exhaled softly, glancing back up to his face and nodded softly. "I am glad to have met you also, Richter. I've never had the...luxury of someone to speak to, nor the ability to learn as I am from you." She smiled slowly, though seemed yet contemplative. He looked as though poised to leave, and she felt compelled to share something with him before he spoke of departure.
"I'd like to show you something...something no living eyes have otherwise seen." Her words were slow, cautious, as though she were about to undo her whole existence. She crossed the room, walking upon the balls of her feet and making no sound as she went to the window and quickly drew a curtain over it. She peeked through a crack in the door, surveying the quieted streets outside for the spies she was certain were there. She returned to Richter tentatively, standing at arms-reach and just before him. The slender fingers of her left hand went to the gauntlet over her opposing forearm, and she quickly untied its bindings, as though racing through the action before she changed her mind. She glanced up to Richter to assess his reaction before carefully tugging the gauntlet down over her hand.
Her forearm beneath was horribly mangled, a twisted, gnarled stretch of scarred flesh that dipped down awkwardly in some places where the muscle had once been cleaved from bone. Her skin was a sick smattering of pinks and reds and deep purples, darkening in the recesses. She held the arm still, somewhat offering it for Richter to examine. "When I was six I was bitten," after the bastard devoured my father! Her voice quavered over the words as she slowly spoke, choked out before she could finish. The tremor worked its way outward and caused her arm to shake. She made a move to cover it with her opposing hand, grasping the contorted flesh. She looked down to the floor, suddenly ashamed, and fell awkwardly silent, unsure of how to proceed.
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