Erwin could hardly recognize the man staring back at him from within the mirror, a dashing, almost regal figure being attended to by a manservant diligently ensuring that every fold of his sleeves was in place. The reflection was him, but it didn't feel like him. Some doppelganger straight out of a children's book, here to take his place and accept the encumbrance of ruling this war-torn duchy. A shade who would, in his place, intone the vows that would by Ansgar's guiding hand bind him to a life of faithful duty to his new bride.
A slight frown crossed his features as he idly examined the face staring back at him. They'd insisted and of course he'd acquiesced, but Erwin could not remember the last time a razorblade had glided so closely to his cleeks to produce such a close shave, leaving not even a shadow of stubble on his cheek. His face looked smooth, refreshed... and unnatural. Or at least it did to him. Both his sisters had squealed in delight when they first laid eyes upon their eldest brother in all his trappings and finery. Marietta had lifted herself up to wrap him in a long hug, proclaiming how royal he looked. Adette, giddy with unrestrained excitement, had declared her conclusion that he and Constance made such a perfect couple, and that they would be so happy together.
He felt the knot in the pit of his stomach tighten. For weeks, they'd been building up to this moment. Ever since that night in the clearing, when she'd used her forbidden magic to save those refugee mages, Constance had visited him more often than at any other time since they'd first brought her to the castle from Valence. They'd gotten to know each other more than he could have ever hoped, perhaps in an effort to blunt the inevitability of this moment. Yet somehow all of it still didn't feel right. He cared for Constance, he was certain of it. But to marry her?
"Did you hear that last part, my Lord?" the voice of old Lord Burrows reverberated in his ear and pulled him back to the present. Erwin turned to regard the Master of Coin and, spying the annoyed expression on his wrinkled features, hastily replied, "Yes, of course." His eyes drifted away unconsciously, and he missed the glance that Lord Burrows shot over to his young nephew as he shook his head in mild exasperation.
Before the Master of Coin could muster another word though, the sound of laughter flooded into the room along with the two Therriens and their free-flowing bottle. Their familiar voices had Erwin spinning to regard them, so fast that it caused the manservant to drop a pin and sign in exasperation. His dear brothers, so impossibly lighthearted and carefree – even though one of them was the current Lord of their shared ancestral home, and the other a soon to be anointed knight.
The mention of his dreaded military nickname elicited narrowed eyes from Erwin, but it was also accompanied by the first real smile he'd shown all morning. "Judging from what's left in that bottle," he shot back at Marcel, "He won't need Captain Serious to catch him, his breath will attract all the attention he needs. It'll be a grand sight: the esteemed Lord of Arbutus Vale falling over on his own brother's wedding day." Yet, he still warmly embraced Kristian as the younger Therrien approached him. Kristian was perhaps an inch shorter than Erwin, but looked remarkably similar to the Duke aside from the well-trimmed beard on his face, dotted with the same salt-and-pepper as his own hair. This close to his sibling though, Erwin realized perhaps for the first time just how few lines blemished his brother's face. They were five years removed from one another, but it might as well have been a decade. For a moment, Erwin wondered how long it would be before the stresses of his brother's newfound position would replace that easygoing personality.
"Luckily for me," Kristian replied with an impossibly warm laugh, as though having read Erwin's mind, "Duke Therrien of Wulfbauer is a kind and just ruler, and he would never have me thrown into the cells for ruining his big moment." The comment elicited a similar laugh from Marcel, and Erwin turned to regard him. Somehow, Marcel had avoided whatever blood ran in their veins that caused the premature greying of hair. Indeed, his hair, flowing down to his shoulders in neat waves, shone a light brown through and through.
Looking down at the glass pressed into his hand, Erwin wrinkled his nose. The prospect of actually going through with this wedding severely tempted him to have his first drink in ten years. "You know I can't," he offered lamely, which elicited jeers from his brothers.
"Oh come on, my Lord Duke," Kristian said, lifting an arm so that the manservant could sneak between the two and continue his work. "I have a wife and children, and all the trappings that come with ruling a House. And here I am, as happy as can be. You know why? Because I drink. Why do you think you've been so dour these last few years? Trust me, it'll help at the altar."
Erwin's brow narrowed, and he started to retort about the stresses of leading a duchy through a civil war, but Kristian cut him off with an absent wave of the hand. "And if my wife-to-be was a better shot than a Therrien, then I'd most certainly drown myself in my cups," he said with a wicked grin. He leaned forward and continued in a softer voice. "Marcel told me the whole tale. Is it true? Did Lady Carwick actually shoot the eye out of that gargoyle, with a stolen gun?"
Erwin glanced back over to Marcel, who simply shrugged and took another swig of his whiskey. "That was a long time ago," the Duke finally acknowledged. He'd almost forgotten about the gargoyle. So much had time had passed since then. So much innocence lost. She was no longer the rambunctious daughter of a Duke, and he was no longer a squire watching over the two youths with exasperation.
A slight frown crossed his features as he idly examined the face staring back at him. They'd insisted and of course he'd acquiesced, but Erwin could not remember the last time a razorblade had glided so closely to his cleeks to produce such a close shave, leaving not even a shadow of stubble on his cheek. His face looked smooth, refreshed... and unnatural. Or at least it did to him. Both his sisters had squealed in delight when they first laid eyes upon their eldest brother in all his trappings and finery. Marietta had lifted herself up to wrap him in a long hug, proclaiming how royal he looked. Adette, giddy with unrestrained excitement, had declared her conclusion that he and Constance made such a perfect couple, and that they would be so happy together.
He felt the knot in the pit of his stomach tighten. For weeks, they'd been building up to this moment. Ever since that night in the clearing, when she'd used her forbidden magic to save those refugee mages, Constance had visited him more often than at any other time since they'd first brought her to the castle from Valence. They'd gotten to know each other more than he could have ever hoped, perhaps in an effort to blunt the inevitability of this moment. Yet somehow all of it still didn't feel right. He cared for Constance, he was certain of it. But to marry her?
"Did you hear that last part, my Lord?" the voice of old Lord Burrows reverberated in his ear and pulled him back to the present. Erwin turned to regard the Master of Coin and, spying the annoyed expression on his wrinkled features, hastily replied, "Yes, of course." His eyes drifted away unconsciously, and he missed the glance that Lord Burrows shot over to his young nephew as he shook his head in mild exasperation.
Before the Master of Coin could muster another word though, the sound of laughter flooded into the room along with the two Therriens and their free-flowing bottle. Their familiar voices had Erwin spinning to regard them, so fast that it caused the manservant to drop a pin and sign in exasperation. His dear brothers, so impossibly lighthearted and carefree – even though one of them was the current Lord of their shared ancestral home, and the other a soon to be anointed knight.
The mention of his dreaded military nickname elicited narrowed eyes from Erwin, but it was also accompanied by the first real smile he'd shown all morning. "Judging from what's left in that bottle," he shot back at Marcel, "He won't need Captain Serious to catch him, his breath will attract all the attention he needs. It'll be a grand sight: the esteemed Lord of Arbutus Vale falling over on his own brother's wedding day." Yet, he still warmly embraced Kristian as the younger Therrien approached him. Kristian was perhaps an inch shorter than Erwin, but looked remarkably similar to the Duke aside from the well-trimmed beard on his face, dotted with the same salt-and-pepper as his own hair. This close to his sibling though, Erwin realized perhaps for the first time just how few lines blemished his brother's face. They were five years removed from one another, but it might as well have been a decade. For a moment, Erwin wondered how long it would be before the stresses of his brother's newfound position would replace that easygoing personality.
"Luckily for me," Kristian replied with an impossibly warm laugh, as though having read Erwin's mind, "Duke Therrien of Wulfbauer is a kind and just ruler, and he would never have me thrown into the cells for ruining his big moment." The comment elicited a similar laugh from Marcel, and Erwin turned to regard him. Somehow, Marcel had avoided whatever blood ran in their veins that caused the premature greying of hair. Indeed, his hair, flowing down to his shoulders in neat waves, shone a light brown through and through.
Looking down at the glass pressed into his hand, Erwin wrinkled his nose. The prospect of actually going through with this wedding severely tempted him to have his first drink in ten years. "You know I can't," he offered lamely, which elicited jeers from his brothers.
"Oh come on, my Lord Duke," Kristian said, lifting an arm so that the manservant could sneak between the two and continue his work. "I have a wife and children, and all the trappings that come with ruling a House. And here I am, as happy as can be. You know why? Because I drink. Why do you think you've been so dour these last few years? Trust me, it'll help at the altar."
Erwin's brow narrowed, and he started to retort about the stresses of leading a duchy through a civil war, but Kristian cut him off with an absent wave of the hand. "And if my wife-to-be was a better shot than a Therrien, then I'd most certainly drown myself in my cups," he said with a wicked grin. He leaned forward and continued in a softer voice. "Marcel told me the whole tale. Is it true? Did Lady Carwick actually shoot the eye out of that gargoyle, with a stolen gun?"
Erwin glanced back over to Marcel, who simply shrugged and took another swig of his whiskey. "That was a long time ago," the Duke finally acknowledged. He'd almost forgotten about the gargoyle. So much had time had passed since then. So much innocence lost. She was no longer the rambunctious daughter of a Duke, and he was no longer a squire watching over the two youths with exasperation.