It was a cool day, but not really cold, not for the very early spring. The sky was overcast, but there was no rain or snow in the air. The air was fresh and sweet, with the scent of spring grass and the first flowers beginning to bloom on the gentle breeze that danced among the rocky hills of Tirial. The fields and hillsides of the Lancaster estate were alive with the bleating of sheep, new lambs were taking their first steps. The flock was mingled with a small herd of sturdy highland ponies; sheep and ponies, the two main exports and source of the wealth of the ancient, but declining, Lancaster house.
It was a great day for making an escape from the manor and from the constant disapproval of her grandmother, even if it was only for a little while. The challenges and pressures of managing the estate were falling more and more on Nadya's shoulders. The task should have fallen to her brother, but with his death, everything had been placed upon her, the very future of the family was in her hands. Her grandmother was dying and that would leave only one member of the once proud house left. Definitely the perfect day for an afternoon retreat.
Dressed in a finely woven wool dress of a beautiful violet shade to match her eyes, the bodice was laced and slashes of light, creamy lavender were on the skirts, which were split for ease of riding. Golden embroidery of roses and thorny vines lined the hems of her skirts and sleeves and encompassed the bodice, which was high enough to be modest, but not by much. Matching slippers, mittens, and silver fox lined cloak completed the ensemble, with little golden bells attached to her hood jingling lightly as she moved.
Her hair was pulled up into a loose, curly bun and a gold-thread net with tiny, sparkling amethysts set at the joints kept the hair tamed and in place. As was the style, her earrings were gold and dangling with more amethysts and about her delicate throat was a gold and amethyst choker-style necklace. Nadya's maid had helped her apply make-up, not a gaudy amount, like the jewels her grandmother insisted she wear, but a touch of eye shadow to really emphasize her large violet eyes, a breath of blush upon her pale cheeks, and a soft kiss of pink lipstick.
The elaborate dressage was not simply for an outing, of course, she had been entertaining company all through the morning. A neighboring lord had been visiting, was in fact, still visiting. Sneaking away would be terribly rude, but Nadya couldn't stand even another minute of the pompous strutting and preening. Her grandmother loved fan-fare and had a flare for the dramatic. All she wanted was quiet, but nobody had ever cared what she wanted. Let her grandmother deal with the politics she so loved, Nadya would accept the consequences later.
Moving quietly and discreetly as possible through the manor she managed to get down to the stables, from there it was easy to convince a groomer to saddle her dappled grey mare. The animal was gentle as a rabbit, and made of the sturdy stock of the highland ponies her grandmother bred and sold. Her name was Shadow Dancer, but Nadya just called her Dancer. Mounting easily she left the stables at a slow trot, the servants in the stables given clear instructions to forget they had seen her.
A half-hour later Nadya found herself beyond the sight of the manor, hidden away by the jagged hills. Even if her prison were still so close, just the absence of its presence within her vision granted her some sense of freedom. Finding a lovely spot, she dismounted; removing her fur-lined mittens she tucked them away in a pouch at her waist. There were gorgeous little lavender flowers growing up among the rocks and she picked a few before bringing them to her face and inhaling their subtle aroma. The thought that she might not be alone out in those rocky hills never once crossed her mind. There had never been problems with bandits on Lancaster grounds and no one important knew she was out there.
Confident in her solitude, she sang softly to the flowers as she walked. Decended from siren blood mingled in the Lancaster line, her voice was soft and sweet, that of an angel. Truly one of her talents, but one so often ignored.
"I wish I could fly
And I wish I could die
I wish I was the cross in othello's eye
I wish I was a stone
In those castle walls
So I could be a thousand years old
And a hundred feet tall
I wish I could fly
I wish I could fly...
I wish I could fly
And I wish I could die
I wish I was the cross in othello's eye
I wish I could fly
I wish I could fly...
I wish I was a flower
Blowin' in the wind
So I could fly away but come back
Again and again
Again and again...
Or will I always be alone standing
Staring at the sky
Or will I learn to fly
Or will I learn to fly..."