And as I go softly into the night...(Nomad!) [M]

Zero · December 27, 2013, 06:40:19 AM

Nisha did as she was told, every command, order, and request was followed. Tears were flowing silently down her cheeks and she felt unclean and dirty inside and out before it was over. Still, she survived the ordeal and lay there quietly afterwards, unsure if moving would provoke his temper. As of yet she hadn't really seen a truly angry side to him, but no matter how nice he might have seemed before, she at least now understood that he was not as kind as he'd once seemed.

Bruises were already forming all over her body, her neck and shoulders were awash with darkening skin from even his soft bites, anywhere he had grabbed her there were sign of injury. Nisha barely noticed it. There was pain and aching, but she was no stranger to such things, although this was different pain, in different places.

Nomad · December 27, 2013, 03:18:55 PM

With her following his commands so readily he took his time with her using every part of her body, satisfying all of his urges with her. He didn't give much if any care for her as he used her body making her do everything he wanted and doing everything he wanted. She had become a toy for him to use and he used her to her fullest. Once he had finished using her he let her rest on the make shift bed she had set out.

Laying in the bed next to her, having not left her side after he finished using her body, he enjoyed some of the dried meat she had prepaid for them. " You did good. " he murmurs lightly to her before he takes another bite of the meat. Tearing off a bit he begins to chew it and offers her some as well. With his gaze set on her he shifts it over her form seeing the bruises that he had caused her from all his roughness.

Zero · December 28, 2013, 11:31:53 AM

Nisha was gazing up into the sky wrapped up with her own thoughts when Ronan offered her some of the meat she had set to dry for him. Her grey eyes turned away from him and the food. She'd been starving before, but now she thought that eating might just make her sick. Her body ached all over and she didn't want any more of his attention, good or bad.

Rolling over she curled up into a ball and shivered slightly. She had agreed to do whatever he wanted without resisting, and so she had. Nisha shuddered just to think of it, though. It was hard to imagine that she would ever really feel clean again.

"Can we just sleep now?" Her voice was tremulous, almost breaking from effort not to simply begin sobbing. She wondered how female could enjoy that.

Nomad · December 28, 2013, 02:37:11 PM

Though he had offered her some food Ronan watches as her gaze turns away from him and the food. He had not been given an answer but with her gaze shifting from him he figured she didn't want anything to eat right now. Since she didn't want anything he sets the dried meat back down before turning his full attention back to her, his gaze slowly running over her body.

As he looks at her he watches as she rolls onto her side with her back facing him and curls into a ball. Since she had turned her back to him all he could look at now was her back side. Though as he heard her speak he frowns faintly since she wished to sleep now. With a soft growl he brings a hand up and places it onto her side as he rolls onto his side facing her.

Resting on his side he takes hold of her and pulls her back against him, slipping his arm around her so he could hold her close to him. Pulling her close he kisses the back of her neck softly " We can rest for now Nisha. " he says, giving permission to rest before nipping at the back of her neck while pressing against her from behind.

Zero · December 30, 2013, 06:44:09 AM

Nisha wasn't sure what she really expected. Had she thought that she could curl up and he would just leave her alone? As his arms wrapped around her and pulled her close her body shuddered at the contact. The kiss to her neck sent a chill down her spine, and not a pleasant one either. Was he going to make her do more? She had no doubt he would, but surely he would let her rest first, right? She was exhausted, cold, and in terrible pain from head to toes.

The consent to let her rest should have brought some ease to her, but with his nip and how he pressed against her, Nisha found no peace. Instead she lay there in his arms, flesh pressed against his, and tried not to move, eyes squeezing shut and trying not to think about anything at all. Not that it worked very well. Images of what had happened flashed through her mind, taunting and tormenting her.

Nomad · December 30, 2013, 07:03:35 AM

Holding her close to him he presses his lips against the back of her neck, softly kissing her skin before he pulls his head back. Drawing his head back he gazes at her for a moment, his eyes slowly shifting down her back side. Resting his hand on her stomach, he keeps it their for a moment before he begins to shift his hand over her stomach.

Leaning in he nuzzles against her shoulder before resting his head on the make shift bedding she had set out. The idea of rest sounded good though he knew he could go on, however she had given him what he wanted so he decided to let her rest for the time being. Bringing his hand to a stop on her stomach he holds onto her, keeping her pressed firmly against him. Given what he had done to her he knew she may try and run away which was something he didn't want though he wouldn't mind hunting her down since he still had things he wanted to do to her. Resting behind her he looks at her a moment longer before closing his eyes, his thumb slowly shifting over her skin as he begins to rest.

Zero · December 31, 2013, 07:01:58 AM

Every kiss, nip, and caress sent chills through Nisha. It wasn't a pleasant feeling either. His hold on her was certainly strong enough to keep her from being able to get away. Considering how pathetic and weak she was, it wouldn't have taken hardly any effort at all on his part to keep her right where he wanted her, and that made her clench her hands into fists. Bitter tears slipped silently from soft grey eyes that had gone hard and cold.

Sleep wouldn't come, so instead she lay silently and unmoving, letting her body rest even as her mind roiled in turmoil. There had to be a way out of the situation. There had to be. She wished that her brother were here, he would save her, protect her. He always had before that day when he disappeared. Unfortunately he wasn't here and daydreaming about him coming to rescue her was pointless. No one was going to save her; she'd have to save herself. Somehow.

Nomad · December 31, 2013, 12:35:06 PM

As he rests behind her he nuzzles her shoulder again, still keeping his head resting against her shoulder. He slowly shifts his thumb across her stomach a bit longer before finally stopping, simply letting his hand rest on her stomach. His arm around her begins to loosen a bit though remain around her.

Shifting a bit behind her he adjusts a bit though he doesn't pull away from her, instead he remains pressed against her. Again he nuzzles against her shoulder before pulling his head back a bit. Keeping his eyes shut he shifts his other arm under his head, using it to keep his head propped up and get more comfortable beside her. Given that she did not attempt to free herself from his grasp and run, he begins to nod off while lightly holding onto her, keeping her held close to him, until finally he falls asleep.

Nomad · January 01, 2014, 08:46:30 PM

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Zero · January 06, 2014, 05:21:59 AM

His nuzzles and soft caresses were an insult, each one made her stomach churn slightly. Why did he insist on touching her like that? Hadn't it been enough what she had already allowed him to do? It took biting her tongue to keep from just screaming. This couldn't last forever. She just had to endure for a little while.

Nisha didn't sleep, even after she noticed Ronan had finally drifted off into unconsciousness. Instead she lie still and quiet, eyes lightly closed and mind wandering. She wondered how long it would take for him to lose interest in her. If he did, she could go back to looking for Gavin. If she could only find her brother, everything would be okay.

Nomad · January 06, 2014, 06:05:59 AM

Drifting into sleep his arm remained draped around her, keeping her held close to him though not with the same grip as it had while he was awake. Unlike her, he slept soundly behind her with his body pressed into hers as he slept.

After a while he slowly shifted, rolling onto his back as his arm slipped from around her. He continues sleeping through the night. When the sun begins to raise and shine into his face he rolls back onto his side and if she still lay in front of him, he presses into her as he nuzzles his face into her shoulder to get away from the light of the sun.

Zero · January 08, 2014, 05:51:46 PM

Nisha had barely moved all night, while she hated the feel of him touching her, she also needed the extra warmth his body provided. Between Ronan and the fire, she was warmer than she'd been in a long time. When the sun came up her eyes were only mostly closed, though she did close them and turn her head away from the light.

A moment later he was nuzzling her again, making her skin crawl. What now? Would he force her to do those awful things again? Nisha had the sinking feeling that he would. Why couldn't he have left her there to die? Why couldn't she have died just a little faster? Death would have been easier.

Nomad · January 09, 2014, 07:02:29 PM

Tightening his grip on her to hold her close though not to the point of hurting her, he nuzzles her shoulder more. Shifting from her shoulder he kisses the side of her neck softly. Raising up from the ground a bit leans in and kisses her on the cheek as he shifts his hand along her stomach " Morning Nisha. " He murmurs lightly as he gazes down at her.

Though he had done things to her last night that she didn't like, now that he had gotten what he wanted he was much nicer like when he had found her. " Would you like something to eat? " He asks before he moves his head back to her shoulder and begins to nuzzle against her once again.

Zero · January 14, 2014, 06:11:34 AM

Nisha shuddered softly as he kissed her neck, involuntary goosebumps rising up on her pale flesh. The way he held her made her uncomfortable, not that she could have gotten away even with him not holding her at all. She blinked at the soft kiss to her cheek, not really sure why he had done that. Her soft grey eyes looked up at him timidly before she quietly replied to his greeting. "Um, good morning Ronan."

She was a little surprised when he asked if she wanted something to eat. He was being all nice again, wasn't he? It was so confusing. Last night he had been so kind at first, then he'd humiliated and hurt her, and now he was being sweet again. Did that mean that shortly he would be cruel again? Probably. Sighing she closed her eyes and nodded. "Yes please, breakfast sounds good."

Nomad · January 14, 2014, 06:22:48 AM

Hearing her answer he pulls back from her shoulder and nods " Alright. " he says, kissing her shoulder softly before he pulls away from her. Shifting away from her he grabs a piece of the meat she had dried before taking a bite of it.

Pressing back into her he offers her the dried meat he had taken a bit of " If you want more just ask. " he says before kissing her shoulder again. Once she had taken the piece of dried meat he moves his hand onto her stomach. Though he placed his hand on her stomach he didn't keep it there long before he begins to move his hand along her stomach before slipping it between her legs. " Do I need to heal anything else? " he asks kindly as he lifts his head enough so he could look down at her face.

Zero · January 14, 2014, 06:48:40 AM

Nisha was a little surprised that he was offering her breakfast and wasn't demanding more from her, he even got up himself to get her something, instead of expecting her to do it herself. Why did he have to be nice to her? It would be so much easier to hate him if he was cruel all the time. Even better if he wouldn't have done those awful things to her and had just stayed nice.

Sighing softly again as he offered her the dried meat she took it and stuck one end in her mouth, chewing on it with a lot more vigor than she had the first piece he'd offered her while he'd been carrying her. The muscles in her stomach spasmed softly as his hand moved down the sunken curve. Nisha hated how pathetic she looked, but wondered at how she didn't hurt as much as she'd expected.

When his hand moved between her legs she jumped slightly, giving a soft squeak. Her grey eyes blinked up at him owlishly as he spoke. "Heal...?" In surprise she looked down at herself and realized that the bites and bruises had faded away. "Oh..."

Nomad · January 14, 2014, 06:57:46 AM

He grins at her reaction when he moves his hand between her legs. Gazing down into her eyes he nods faintly, simply resting his hand between her legs for the moment. " I healed the injuries I gave you. " He says before he leans down and kisses her on the cheek.

As he gazes down at her he begins to rub her entrance lightly, teasing her mostly with his actions. He only gazes down at her for a moment before he leans down and nips at her shoulder before kissing her shoulder.

Zero · January 14, 2014, 07:13:39 AM

He'd healed the injuries he'd given her...Well, he was still being nice, she guessed, though his hand resting between her legs made her uncomfortable. He'd not been as rough as she'd feared, but she had lost her virginity and it had hurt some, and she'd been made a little sore. Not to mention the other things he had made her do.

As he began to rub her lightly she gasped softly. Though she'd been sore before, he must have eased that too with whatever it was he'd done. She would have loved to have curled up and just not been touched at all by anyone. Her skin flushed and she looked away from him, to the ground.

She dropped the meat, her appetite was gone.

Nomad · January 14, 2014, 07:21:20 AM

He kisses her shoulder one last time before pulling back enough to gaze down at her, smiling as he sees her flushed cheeks as she looked to the ground. Leaning down he kisses her on the cheek softly before he pulls his hand free from between her legs.

Though she dropped the meat he had given her he didn't pay any attention to it, instead he begins to shift over her and roll her onto her back. Once he had her on her back he rests over top of her and leans down to kiss her on the cheek, smiling softly at her.

Resting over top of her now he moves a hand between her legs once again and begins to rub and tease her opening. As he begins to rub her he presses his lips against hers and begins to kiss her softly, his free hand moving up into her hair.

Zero · January 14, 2014, 07:38:19 AM

She was embarrassed by her blushing, she was embarrassed at the fact that she was being touched, and by the things she had been forced to do and had allowed him to do. Nisha didn't want to do those things, she hadn't really be given a choice, but she hadn't even fought against it. Sure, it would have only gotten her hurt worse, maybe even killed, but just rolling over and taking it made her feel so weak and helpless.

There was a split second of relief when he kissed her cheek and pulled his hand away from her, but she should have known better than to think he would stop. She found herself on her back with him above her, like before. Except it was a little different. He didn't thrust himself in and use her, which was a surprise.

Instead he was still playing Mr. Nice, kissing her cheek again, then moving to her lips and kissing her softly. She made a soft noise against his lips as she felt him rubbing her down there again. It was the strangest feeling, really. It made her so uncomfortable, but her skin flushed bright pink and her eyes fluttered closed as she tried to kiss him back. Was it possible to hate something when it also felt oddly...good?