uh
so
I am still alive
barely
and this is very overdue
I'm gonna try and make this as short as possible so yall don't have to read much, but essentially since May my life has been utter chaos this year? I picked up a second job to help my girlfriend with bills and other stuff, and took over an entire fursuit commission queue that was not originally mine because my girlfriend was legally responsible for it and the person who was ACTUALLY going to make them bailed out on us like the PoS she is lmao (she's my girlfriend's ex for those who are wondering SO I'VE ALSO BEEN DEALING WITH THAT ON TOP OF EVERYTHING ELSE. Her shit is still in the house and it was a very messy breakup and YAY. The work room is literally crammed full with her stuff so we've been working on the living room floor to get the fursuit stuff done.)
Uhhh my girlfriend finally got promoted last week but almost got evicted today so that's been fun. Also her three cats have worms and need to go to the vet and one won't stop peeing on things because she's stupid.
Neither of my drawing tablets work at the moment due to Wacom's awful AWFUL FUCKING DRIVERS so I can't finish all of my digital art commissions I owe people, some of whom are on here, to which I say I am super sorry, I am still trying to work on them, but I'm trying to find a different brand of tablet altogether so I can fix this issue and like... Keep going from there.
So essentially my life has been nothing but business for the past five months solid;; I got to go to a con for a short vacation and then went right back to work afterwards whiiiich ssuuuucks. I'm pulling 40 hour work weeks alone off the two jobs not including the work I'm putting into fursuits and fighting with my tablet drivers and trying not to let my existential depression get in too deep so YEAH. Yep.
By the way both of my jobs are seasonal so you're probably not gonna hear from me again until like. Maybe November. I'll say January just to be safe.
:I
I'M NOT DEAD AND I HAVEN'T LEFT. I really really want to come back. I miss talking with you guys and writing and roleplaying and drawing and I haven't gotten to do any of that in five months now and it is h e l l.
If yall have any questions or need to get a hold of me pm me on Discord o-|--< I might see it within a week. Wheezes.
-withers away again into the abyss-
We love you and are here for you when you return. Never fear! Hang in there!!!!