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Rhindeer

...Who would her father believe?

Those words snapped her mouth shut, because she couldn't answer that. She wanted to think her father would believe her, because he loved her and would take the word of his daughter over the words of his men, but...

But he was her father, and he knew her. Knew she was a troublemaker, and she'd gotten into trouble with boys before.

Maybe he wouldn't believe her. And maybe...maybe it wasn't even a matter of believing her, but of tradition and custom and religion.

And according to tradition, she was...

Jayari felt her chest tighten as she looked away from Ki'adan and stared ahead of them, at the back of his horse's neck. What she and Ki'adan had done, she wanted that, but it didn't change the fact that in the eyes of her tribe, she was no longer their pure princess; she was nothing more than spoiled goods.

She bit her lip, fingers curling in the horse's mane, and her shoulders shook as she fought hard against her tears.
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Lion

There was a sudden change in her.  Ki'adan felt it against his chest but kept on moving through the glades where they'd come across the river where thy made their kill.  The deer had been collected, and all that was left was a bloody print of a carcass.  One his likely would have been beside. He didn't know if what he was doing was right, and perhaps it was too late to think on it.

"Jayari," he found himself saying as the horse  cantered.  "You are crying?"




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Rhindeer

"No!" Jayari snapped, still not looking at him--but her voice was thick and choked and by then, hot tears were rolling down her cheeks no matter how she tried to blink them back.
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Lion

Hooves clopped to a halt and Ki'adan gripped tightly around the horse's mane.  Already the animal was huffing, exhausted and pouring steam forth from powerful nostrils.

"Jayari..."  He didn't know what more to say.  He couldn't shake the nearly overwhelming feeling of guilt, and that very sensation sickened him.  Was it solely because of her that a feeling he'd never before entertained poured forth?

He was silent and he slipped from the horse's back and peered up at her.  "I'm sorry."




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Rhindeer

They stopped, and Ki'adan slipped off the horse, but Jayari hardly noticed. She was too busy fighting back her tears and shame and embarrassment.

Of course, she did notice when he spoke, and a quick glance down showed him looking up at her with...sympathy? Regret? She didn't know, but it made her chest and throat tighten all the more and she quickly looked away, wiping at the tears still rolling down her cheeks.

"D-don't be," she got out hoarsely, and bit her lip hard to bite back a sob, making her hiccup instead. "It's...it's my own fucking fault..."

And though she hated herself for it, though it embarrassed her all the more, those words were like opening up a floodgate. Her breath caught, a shudder went through her, and she covered her face as soon she couldn't stop the sobs from wracking her.
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Lion

He hated watching her fight back the tears.  He hated watching her declare her guilt in this endeavor.  He hated that he hated himself most of all.  Ki'adan pulled himself back up onto the horse, snatched hold of the reins and nudged the horse into a canter.  While tired, it had recovered enough to keep going at a gentle pace.

"We keep moving," he said over Jayari's shoulder.  "And you'll stop feeling sorry for yourself.  We keep the ground underneath us.  Understand?"




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"If a cosmic tree falls in the universal forest and nobody is evolved enough to hear it, does it make a sound?" -Unknown

Rhindeer

Jayari felt Ki'adan settle down behind her, but was too numb to do much more than nod at his words. She sniffled again, feeling utterly pathetic for dissolving into tears in front of him, and furiously rubbed at her eyes. Stupid, stupid, crying like a damned baby like that. She was nineteen! A warrior! She was way too old to be crying like an idiot. Crying in front of Ki'adan, of all people.

And yet she couldn't quite shake the emotion welling up in her chest, threatening to choke her. She swallowed hard against it and kept her head down, staring at the horse's mane.

"Understood," she muttered, and bit her lip hard.

"I'm...I'm sorry."
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Lion

She had nothing to be sorry for.  For taking charge of her own life? Condemned for choosing who she wished to embrace?  The life they led, perhaps it wasn't for her, but she deserved the chance to decide that, not them.  Ki'adan didn't think on it anymore.  His arm reached out and embraced her across the chest, pulling her back against him, as they rode on.  He trusted the horse to guide them, hand gripped deep in the mane.

He buried his head against her shoulder, resting it there for a moment.




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"If a cosmic tree falls in the universal forest and nobody is evolved enough to hear it, does it make a sound?" -Unknown

Rhindeer

Jayari was still feeling sorry for herself--and feeling stupid for feeling sorry for herself, and guilty for it, too--when she felt Ki'adan's arm go around her, and felt his head drop against her shoulder. For a moment she stiffened, surprised and jolted out of her dark thoughts even as a sick feeling curled in her belly because she liked his touch, but it was her liking his touch that got them into this mess. But then she let out a slow breath through her nose and relaxed again, bringing her free hand up and squeezing his arm.

As childish as it was, she needed a hug right then, more than she realized.

For a few moments she was quiet, not quite knowing what else to say. Where did she go from here? Where did they go from here? Where were they even going and what would her life be now? Her heart thumped loudly in her chest, because all she had ever known was life among her tribe, but...

She pushed the thoughts away and swallowed back her fear.

"Are you okay?" was what she finally asked instead as she still held onto him.

He'd looked awful when she'd intervened, to put it lightly, so...so maybe this wasn't a hug after all, but more holding on?
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Lion

He hadn't really given any consideration for himself in all that progressed.  Whether she was simply using him as an excuse to keep from having to deal with her reality, he couldn't say.  He was still throbbing from the beating, and thankfully the chill wind numbed most of that pain.  "I don't think I'll die any time soon," he said, sighing against her shoulder.  He pulled away long enough to look ahead of them.

"But I am okay.  Thank you for saving me.  But...we must decide something.  I...I took you in anger.  You saved me after I told you not to. I can't stay as you know.  If you wish to continue with me, then now is the time to decide."




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"Go into battle determined to die and you will survive.  Go into battle hoping to live and surely you shall not." -Bushido proverb
"Life is a series of dogs." -George Carlin
"We must view with profound respect the infinite capacity of the human mind to resist the introduction of useful knowledge." -Thomas R. Lounsbury
"If a cosmic tree falls in the universal forest and nobody is evolved enough to hear it, does it make a sound?" -Unknown

Rhindeer

A long silence followed Ki'adan's words as Jayari studied the landscape around them and let her thoughts drift. She had a choice here. Ki'adan wasn't just kidnapping her like she'd initially felt. Maybe she could make a good case if she went home, claim she was still very confused over her "ordeal", and use him "abducting" her a good example of how messed up their situation was, that she was scared of him, and other such horseshit. She could probably convince them it was all his fault.

But she would be lying about something horrific, lying about Ki'adan doing those things, and...

She couldn't keep that sort of lie going about anyone. Much less someone she liked and respected and...well...still lusted after.

And if she went home, no matter what story she told, she...she would still be damaged goods, wouldn't she? People would look at her differently. She might be forced to marry now that she was ruined. And...would she actually be killed if she told the truth? That it was consensual, her choice?

Another little shudder went through her and she rubbed at her eyes, a flash of fear chilling her.

"I'll go with you," she said quietly. "If...if that's okay with you?"
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Lion

Ki'adan heard those words sink into him like a dagger.  He didn't miss the pain those words evoked and held within them.  And he ached for a long moment, silent before grunting affirmatively.  "You can stay with me as long as you like," he said, his voice somber but trying to remain hopeful.

"We'll head to a camp I made not far from where we..." He stopped there.  "My ass is awfully chapped in this saddle."




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"Go into battle determined to die and you will survive.  Go into battle hoping to live and surely you shall not." -Bushido proverb
"Life is a series of dogs." -George Carlin
"We must view with profound respect the infinite capacity of the human mind to resist the introduction of useful knowledge." -Thomas R. Lounsbury
"If a cosmic tree falls in the universal forest and nobody is evolved enough to hear it, does it make a sound?" -Unknown

Rhindeer

"Where we...hunted," Jayari finished helpfully, letting out a soft snort at his hesitation. It was a sore subject right now, sure, but she saw no reason to beat around the bush and pretend it hadn't happened. And it was a good memory. She'd wanted to share that with him.

But if she'd known she was about to ruin both their lives, she wouldn't have. Spirits above. She'd almost gotten him killed.

Her stomach twisted at the thoughts, guilt gnawing away as her mind rolled out a nice, long list of "should haves" and "shouldn't haves" and "things that could have happened" and "might happen still". Oh gods. It wasn't just her life she'd wrecked. What about Ki'adan? Surely her father would confront his father about this and...

She felt like she could vomit. Instead, she swallowed hard and focused on Ki'adan's voice, using it to keep her grounded. Focus on the joke! Haha! Chapped ass!

Heh...

She managed a ghost of a chuckle. "If you've got blisters there, don't expect me to nurse them. I'm a terrible healer."
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Lion

They were making good headway.  And the more tired his horse became, the closer he feared the riders of her tribe were no doubt getting in their pursuit.  They had said all that was needed to say for the moment and all that mattered was making sure both escaped with their lives.

That included not darkening the mood any further.  He laughed, dryly.

"Good thing I know the cure for chapped butt cheeks then," he said. 

He smiled, if only slightly before the remnants of his camp came into view in the center of a copse that sprouted between the weeds.  His father would no doubt be unhappy at getting the news of his premature departure, but he also knew he'd be enraged at learning what he had done to the Banyur Chief's daughter.  There could still be war...  And Ki'adan hadn't decided if he cared enough to worry about it.

He vaulted from the horse, moving toward a bag he had stashed at the base of a tree and  rummaged around for some clothes.  "Help me dash the ashes of the fire would you?  I don't need any more traces of where we'd been."




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"If a cosmic tree falls in the universal forest and nobody is evolved enough to hear it, does it make a sound?" -Unknown

Rhindeer

Jayari slid off the horse after Ki'adan and trotted to the fire. Moving quickly, she dropped to her knees and gathered handfuls of soil, moist from the nearby river, and dumped it over the fire pit, then covered it with brush and leaves for good measure, and scattered the stones that lined the pit. She arranged a few details here and there, trying to hide it while making it look as natural as possible, and then rose to her feet and brushed dirt off her knees.

"Think that's okay?" she asked, and swiped the back of her hand across her brow--and smeared a bit of mud there in the process. "And, uh...where are we going again, exactly?"
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Lion

The supplies he'd thought to leave behind were a godsend.  Before he dressed, he looked at his own state.  Blood coated him and his body was purpled with bruises, cuts that were scabbing, scrapes that chaffed his skin.  The calluses on his hands did little to save him.  He'd fought off when he could, but he'd been on the cusp of death.  This was the closest he'd been, truly, and if it were not for Jayari's intervention he would be.

Pride would not let him openly acknowledge such a feat.  Not now.  Not because she was a woman, not because she was a chieftain's daughter.  Not because this was her fault too.  He was still Duhjari, no matter how he tried to shake the feeling, that he could not face his death with the pride of his clan.  And that pride only seemed to come when he refused to admit that...he owed her.  Was it the thought of debt?  Or shame of himself?

"Oh, uh, it's fine," he said, turning to look at her work on the fire.  It was well done, as he would have and should have expected.  Leathers were slipped back on, a hide set of trousers and tunic before he wrapped an indigo cloak around his shoulders, treasures taken from the desert beyond.

"I can't say.  Anywhere but here.  I do have business in Essyrn I have to deal with.  That is one destination."




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"We must view with profound respect the infinite capacity of the human mind to resist the introduction of useful knowledge." -Thomas R. Lounsbury
"If a cosmic tree falls in the universal forest and nobody is evolved enough to hear it, does it make a sound?" -Unknown

Rhindeer

"Essyrn?" Jayari repeated, the foreign name awkward on her tongue. "The...the sandy place?"

Her eyes were wide as she stared at Ki'adan, mouth gaping. She didn't know much about Essyrn beyond what she had heard in stories and learned from travelers, and it had always sounded like some mystical, impossibly far away place. She had certainly never believed she would visit there--or anywhere, really, beyond the plains.

Some of the grief in her eyes faded, just a little, replaced by wonder. "Is it true they ride lizards there?"
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Lion

Ki'adan noted the change in her tone.  A flicker of a smile and he nodded.  "It's a beautiful city, in the heart of a oasis.  The people there are as fascinating.  Some of them wear next to nothing on the streets because it's just breezy enough to do so.  Any more clothing and you'll pass out from the heat," he explained.

"Kaadir," he went on.  "They're revered in Essyrn.  In fact to hurt or kill one is a punishable offense.  Not the Kaadir couldn't just eat you."




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"Go into battle determined to die and you will survive.  Go into battle hoping to live and surely you shall not." -Bushido proverb
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"We must view with profound respect the infinite capacity of the human mind to resist the introduction of useful knowledge." -Thomas R. Lounsbury
"If a cosmic tree falls in the universal forest and nobody is evolved enough to hear it, does it make a sound?" -Unknown

Rhindeer

"...That sounds like my kind of place, actually," Jayari said after a pause, letting Ki'adan's words sink in. A slow grin spread across her face as she clung to that thread of hope and humor like a star in the night. "A place where people just go around naked and ride these...these kaadir things? Count me in!"

She flicked her braids back over her shoulder. She chewed her lip in thought. "Is it...a better place, though? How are its people?"
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Lion

"Many travelers come and go, some from lands as far north as Serendipity," Ki'adan explained, speaking softly.  Just about finishing up and packing up the saddle.  He pulled his hair back in a pony tail.  "They are welcoming as long as you obey their laws and respect their cutsoms.  We will be fine.  We might even pass for Essyrni if we wished."




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"Go into battle determined to die and you will survive.  Go into battle hoping to live and surely you shall not." -Bushido proverb
"Life is a series of dogs." -George Carlin
"We must view with profound respect the infinite capacity of the human mind to resist the introduction of useful knowledge." -Thomas R. Lounsbury
"If a cosmic tree falls in the universal forest and nobody is evolved enough to hear it, does it make a sound?" -Unknown