This hurts me more than it hurts you. [M] [Aeyt!]

[Rhindeer]

"Yeah, well, you're not allowed to yet. I ain't done with you," Briar said, and took that as her hint to pause. She didn't really want to get a mouthful, and hot as she felt...well, she was eager to try again. She had taken a breather, and maybe this time when Dirk touched her, she would be more prepared. She would know what to expect, and maybe that would make it less...scary?

"'Cause I want you."

Sitting up, she climbed back onto Dirk, carefully, tentatively, trying not to touch him too much as she straddled his hips. She stayed hovering over him, raised up on her knees, and bit her lip in thought as she stared down at him, blushing deeply. She brushed some hair back where it had fallen into her eyes and took a deep breath.

"You can touch me now," she said, and reached for his hands, lifting them up and placing them over her breasts. She shivered at the contact and closed her eyes, and he could no doubt feel her heart racing. Gods. It was like she was aware of every inch of skin, every nerve alive and soaking up fresh waves of sensation, spreading chills and tingles clear down to her groin. Deep breaths.

"Just. Slow," she continued, and lowered herself down until she was sitting on him, his shaft pressed between them. She whimpered at the sensation and boldly chased it, slowly rocking her hips so she could slide along him, her breath coming out in shivery gasps and soft moans as his cock rubbed her clit. She was slick against him, her body more than ready for him, but she was taking her time and mentally preparing herself as she rode wave after wave of sharp new sensations that left her trembling--

And then she went too far and, got a little too enthusiastic, and in sliding back accidentally aligned them. His cock jabbed against the opening of her sex, the tip sinking in the slightest bit, and Briar yelped and jerked her hips away, flushing darkly. "Shit!" she gasped, and had to pause a moment to catch her breath, trembling. "That...holy shit...this might be too fucking much..."

But then she blinked. Wait.

Meeting Dirk's eyes, she then flicked a glance down between them and then back to him. "Hey...think you can fuck me like this?" she said, cocking her head. "Me on top?"

She hadn't considered it before. She didn't honestly know enough about the actual act of sex to know what positions were possible. Maybe it was an obvious thing, but it had never occurred to her until that accident that she could be on top.

[Aeytrious]

        "I don't see why not," Dirk told Briar. "Lift yourself up and I'll hold it straight up so you can sit on it."

[Rhindeer]

Lifting herself up, Briar waited for Dirk to adjust himself. When he had, she lowered herself down slowly, pausing when she felt the tip pressing against her. She shifted her hips, rubbing against him, and then with a deep breath, she met Dirk's eyes and carefully sank down onto him.

Again there was that initial stretch, that pang of discomfort, but it was brief this time, easier, and then there was bliss. Briar gasped, for a moment unable to cry out, unable to breathe, as the sheer sensation bowled her over. Gods, it had felt good before, but this felt different. Thin as the barrier had been, it had still covered Dirk and taken away some of the sensation of him. He...felt different without it. Noticeably so. Better in a way she couldn't begin to articulate.

And she had barely gotten him halfway in before she froze, shivering atop him, struggling to catch her breath. "Holyfuck."

[Aeytrious]

        Holyfuck was right. Dirk wasn't a user of vulgar speech. It just wasn't part of his usual vocabulary, but Briar used it a lot and this moment was definitely worthy of the expression. She paused part way, his cock pulsing with the elevated speed of his heart. Then she continued down. They both stayed motionless for a short time, the sensations quite intense. Then as Dirk and Briar began to move, fucking, as Briar would call it, the inevitable came a little prematurely. Two or three thrusting motions later and Dirk could no longer contain himself. He shot into a powerful orgasm, filling Briar with his seed. Lucky for him, Briar also climaxed, coming with great body shaking spasms.
        The orgasm was powerful and intense. Something much bigger than what he experienced with the contraceptive barrier. Briars also seemed more intense. He could feel himself beginning to deflate as Briar collapsed atop him. The press of her skin, her breasts against his chest, her breath on his neck, was very arousing. His cock barely had begun to shrink when it was growing hard again. As Briar lay limp against him, Dirk began slow gentle thrusts up into his lover, his fingers idly wandering the curves of her body.

[Rhindeer]

Was...was that it...?

Shivering violently atop Dirk, hardly able to move as powerful spasms and contractions wracked her in breathless waves of pleasure, it took Briar a second to get her bearings enough to think. And when she could think, it hit her that he bad barely even gotten in all the way, barely even moved, before they were already done.

Which. Yeah. Gods. It had been fucking intense, just that initial penetration, coupled with the sensation of his hands on her, and her groin and thighs rubbing against him. But. Still.

"...What the fuck," she managed to wheeze out, gasping out a laugh and pounding weakly on his chest. "Oh my fucking gods, did we just--are we really? Pffft. Dirky. We're fucking pathetic, ya know that--shit!"

Her words turned into a surprised squeak when he started to move again, but she couldn't move, frozen in sheer pleasure as he gently slid inside her. She trembled and clung onto him, whimpering, still sensitive from her release--which only made the sensations more intense. "Oh fuck, ohfuck, I thought you were done!" she gasped, but it wasn't a complaint, she just wasn't prepared. But even though she felt overwhelmed, her body knew what to do and she craved more, and soon she was rocking back against him, her breath hot against his neck, urging him on.

[Aeytrious]

        "I did climax," Dirk confirmed to Briar, "but it seems my body is still responding to arousal, and we can continue." His thrusts up into Briar we're slow and gentle. He was still experiencing the dissipating sensations of pleasure he received from that initial orgasm. Too much too fast would just be too intense. Briar didn't seem to protest the pace, as she lay mostly limp against him. Her slight rocking motions were at first off rhythm to his own movement, but they soon fell in together. Dirk gently turned Briars head, her lips toward his, so he could kiss her mouth while his fingers danced along her spine.

[Rhindeer]

If Briar could have spoken at the moment, she may have chided him for talking like...that. But for the moment, it felt too good for her to care—and surreal. Skin pressed to skin, connected inside and out, every nerve singing, they couldn't get any closer than this, and the realization made her throat tighten. It was easier to control her emotions, though, when she controlled the rest of the encounter, and she swallowed back the feelingsbullshit and focused instead on the physical—because that's all this really was, right?

No need for the headstuff.

Moaning and panting, hips moving awkwardly until she found Dirk's rhythm, she clung to him hard. This position felt good, but she didn't know what she was doing, how she should move, and so she paused now and then when things got too intense and let him do the work.  She kept her face pressed against his neck, muffling her whimpers—until Dirk turned her face to him and kissed her.

Her face lit up, burning fire, and she shivered into the kiss and returned it hungrily, breathlessly. It was dizzying, this pleasure, so many different sensations blending and contrasting—his hands on her back, his lips on hers, his cock moving inside her, her nipples brushing his chest, his heat and scent all around her. She felt drunk on it, overwhelmed, but gods was she addicted.

It was ecstasy.

It was frightening.

It was amazing.

"F-fuck," she gasped against his mouth. "Don't want tomorrow to come..."

[Aeytrious]

        Dirk continued his upward thrusts, Briar moving nearly in unison with him. Every movement was amazing, every bit of contact. He didn't expect to enjoy it so much. Briar's small breasts, her nipples, pressed against him. The feeling of the tight muscles in her abdomen against his own. Her hair brushing against his face as they kissed. It all felt wonderful.
        Dirk's fingers made their way up and down Briar's back a few times, and then he recalled how much she'd enjoyed the massage of her buttocks. So he moved his hands down, and began to gently knead Briar's ass all the while maintaining his gentle fucking.

[Rhindeer]

Briar jerked and whimpered in surprise and pleasure as Dirk's hands found her ass, her breath coming out sharp through her nose as she pressed her lips to his. Gods, each touch felt electric, shooting chills and tingles clear down to her toes, pleasure burning in her core, already building in that familiar way that warned she was getting close. But it was no surprise; she had barely come down from the last one, and was still riding those waves of pleasure, when Dirk started fucking her again, and each new touch, new sensation, only added to the dizzying mix.

She hadn't taken many drugs in her life, but this? This felt like a drug—better than any drug she'd experimented with—and she felt high, drunk on sensation. At first it had been too overwhelming, even scary, and it still was. But right then she could control it, and that made handling it a little easier.

With a fierce kiss, she sat up to get more control, no longer content with just being fucked. It felt amazing, but he was being so careful, so gentle, and she wasn't sure if it was because he was afraid he might still hurt or overwhelm her. It still hurt a little, his size something to get used to, but it was nothing pleasure didn't mask, and nothing practice wouldn't overcome. And while she appreciated that he was being careful, she wanted more—and with her on top, she figured she could just take it rather than beg.

Hands braced on his chest, she started to move, but her movements were awkward. She figured all there was to it was to just lift and fall on his cock, but it turned out less intuitive than she'd thought, and she raised too far up and he slipped out. With a small sound of frustration, she took him in hand and guided him back in, letting out a shuddering moan as he sank in deep, and tried again, more carefully this time but still awkwardly. This was...trickier than she had thought, bouncing up and down like that.

"That good?" she asked between gasps as she moved, thighs aching from moving in a way she normally didn't.

[Aeytrious]

        Dirk had no idea Briar was awkward in her ministrations though. All he knew was that he was experiencing pleasurable sensations unlike anything he'd ever imagined. At first, when he'd slipped out of her, there was a moment of disappointment. He didn't want the pleasure to stop. Sliding back in was amazing, and he had the idea of withdrawing further so he could experience that over and over. Something to try later. Briar's next few motions may have been jerky and uncoordinated to someone more experienced, but this was something Dirk had zero experience with.
        "It feels amazing," Dirk responded to Briar. He moved his hands to her waste helping her speed her pace as he tried to match her rhythm with his own thrusts. It took a moment to sync up, but the steady motion made it even better. "I definitely would prefer if tomorrow never came. I could do this with you forever."

[Rhindeer]

Briar's face heated at his words, skin flushing noticeably. "A-ah...yeah," she breathed, not sure what to even say to that. "Something like that." Nope.  Not going to think about it! Just focus on the physical—and that was easy to do, easy to push everything else aside and let herself drown.

Dirk guided her, and Briar fell into rhythm, speeding up at his urging. It very quickly became too tiring to bounce on him, and soon Briar sank down onto him and rocked her hips instead—and her breath hitched, caught in her throat, as somehow that made it even more intense, the angle just right. Fuck, she was close, and that only sped her along as his cock hit that spot his fingers had found, her clit grinding against his pelvis, and soon she was crying out her pleasure and grabbing onto his hands to hold on, trembling and shivering and tensing around him.

"Dirk...oh fuck, Dirk—! I'm coming, oh fuck, I'm—"

It quickly overwhelmed her and she came with a sobbing moan, squeezing his hands as though trying to crush them, thighs pressed hard against his hips as her entire body shook.

[Aeytrious]

        The pleasure was also intense for Dirk, and he found himself nearing the edge of another climax as well. As Briar's body spasmed from orgasm, Dirk could no longer contain himself. His seed burst forth into his lover, and he unconsciously squeezed Briar's ass as it did. His moan of satisfaction matched Briar's, and between breaths his mouth found hers. Once again his cock was quick to re-inflate, even before it had really gone very limp, and his thrusts continued.
        Dirk pushed Briar's disheveled hair out both of their faces and kissed her gently, over and over as his thrusts picked up speed. In and out was an easy motion to do with his hips, and soon he was lifting Briar by her ass to give himself more space to work with. His pelvis was audibly slapping against hers now, and her whimpers and moans let him know he was doing a good job. This wasn't so hard. He was sure he was getting the basics down pretty easily. That book would soon make him a master. For now, he made sure to pay attention to Briar and do the things she responded best to.

[Rhindeer]

How was he still going? Briar felt like her body was liquid, her release so intense she couldn't move, and she was still trembling around him as he continued to thrust, keeping it going. It was a good thing Rit had healed them before this, which, as it turned out, had also included healing her...tenderness. Because damn did Dirk have stamina.

She cupped his face between her hands and kissed him, moans swallowed by his lips, letting him do the work as she shivered and her body refused to cooperate. When he began to lift her so he could slam up into her, she yelped, crying out at each slap of his body against hers. It was almost too much, so pleasurable it was almost painful as her body adjusted to so many different, new sensations all at once, but she didn't want to stop. Didn't ever want this to end. This was like a drug, and she needed to get her fix while she could.

"Oh gods...fuck...!" Briar cried, feeling like a doll as he fucked her, while it was all she could do to just stay upright. Soon she was working with him, hips rocking with his thrusts, trying to match his rhythm and helped along by the push and pull of his hands. Gods, she wanted more, his upward thrusts giving her a taste of his power, but she wanted to feel the full force of him. She dipped down for another kiss, moaning against his mouth, and then nipped sharply at his ear.

"Roll over," she panted. "I want ya on me."

[Aeytrious]

        Dirk complied without hesitation. They were both a little awkward as Dirk helped Briar climb off of him, and helped her lay on her back, legs trembling. He carefully climbed on her, laying himself between her legs, guiding his thick member inside her. Dirk was unsure how to lay and support himself, so he propped himself up on his elbows as he began to gently thrust into Briar. He continued kissing her as well, long presses of his lips against hers.
        "This feels so unbelievably good," Dirk said breathlessly. "Tell me if you want me to change my pace or the strength of my thrusts."

[Rhindeer]

For a moment, Briar was happy to enjoy the slower, gentler pace, the new position. It gave her a chance to touch him, to explore his back with her hands, tracing over the contours and muscle. It gave her a chance to relax a little and recover, and to enjoy the slow slide of him inside her. She kissed him, slow and languid, breath coming out quick through her nose as she slid her hands up from his back to glide along the sides of his neck and, finally, cup his face. Her fingers raked through his hair and caressed over his ears, and as they kissed she nibbled at his lips--needy, instinctual, not really knowing what she was doing, though her body seemed to know. He slid deep, and she rocked her hips up into him, off rhythm at first but soon matching his pace, like the push and pull of the sea.

This was different. Less intense, still pleasurable, and somehow more...

Intimate?

The word flickered into her mind, and she let out a shaky breath against Dirk's lips as he kissed her. What the fuck. Where the fuck had that come from? It was an uncomfortable thought.

A scary thought.

Sucking in a breath, she peered up at Dirk when he spoke, and she answered him by raking her nails down his spine until her hands were settled on his ass. She gave him a squeeze, then lifted her legs and wrapped them around his waist.

"Harder," she breathed, and leaned up to nip his shoulder. "Don't worry about hurtin' me. I'm fine. Just fuck me." A hand curled in his hair, drawing him down for another, fiercer kiss. "Do your worst."

[Aeytrious]

        As Briar dragged her nails down Dirk's back he found he wasn't sure if he liked it. The sensation was definitely an interesting contrast to the pleasure, but it was almost too much. He enjoyed the squeeze she gave his butt though, and he also liked when she told him to fuck her harder. He did not hesitate to comply.
        Dirk drove his cock deep and hard at a fast pace, his pelvis audibly slapping against Briar. He was panting at the continued exertion, and as his climax grew closer he found himself focusing on his task and not his pleasure. It seemed to help him slow his progress. He was determined to last as long as he could. He much rather Briar ask him to stop and he comply, than to ask him to continue and not be able to.

[Rhindeer]

Briar knew she was going to be sore later, but that was a problem for Future Briar; right now, she just wanted to get the most out of this experience while it lasted.

Head thrown back as Dirk fulfilled her wish, she screamed in pleasure, ever thankful they were isolated and Alma was under a sleeping spell—because there was no way she would have been able to keep quiet. It was intense, almost too much to handle, and a few times she thought she might not be able to, that she might need to ask him to slow, but gods it felt too good. Unaware of Dirk's discomfort, lost in the tumble of sensation, she dug her nails into his shoulders and cried out hoarsely, her throat growing raw.

She wasn't a begging or praying sort, but she was sure doing a lot of that lately.  Breathlessly begging him not to stop, oh gods, his name on her tongue, her breath against his ear, her cries turning to desperate sobs as she bucked up against him. A few times, he went almost painfully deep, and she yelped in surprise, but it only made her cling harder, only made that wonderful pressure build.

Until, finally, it was too much, and with a keening cry she tensed and shuddered, clinging to him for dear life as she was flooded with warmth so intense she forgot to breathe.

[Aeytrious]

        The heat and the passion of their lust was so intense that it took a great deal of concentration for Dirk to maintain his erection but not explode inside Briar. She cried out and whimpered, and begged, and yelped, and made so many the other noises. They encouraged speed and power into his thrusts. The audible slapping of their bodies turned to a deeper thudding as Dirk put more strength into it, at least until Briar was pushed over. Her full body spasms, and the contractions of her sex pushed Dirk over the limit again as well.
        An explosive orgasm wracked Dirk's body, his hard cock shooting another load of cum deep into Briar. His mouth found hers, his lips pressing hard against Briar's. As the flexing and spurting of his cock subsided, Dirk finally fell limp against Briar. He was well and truly spent, though his cock stayed partially inflated. His whole body tingled, and his breathing was heavy.
        "This- is- the- most- amazing- thing- ever." Dirk's words came one at a time between breaths. "I'm- so- glad- I- get- to- share- this- with- you."

[Rhindeer]

"Oof," Briar grunted when Dirk collapsed atop her, panting breathlessly beneath him, her body glistening with exertion. But right then, she didn't have the energy to complain about being pinned; it was all she could do to breathe, her body flooded with warmth and shivery tingles. His every movement, every twitch made her gasp, every nerve hypersensitive--and a little sore, too, where they were still joined.

But right then, she hardly cared.

Right then...gods, this was bliss.

"Yeah," she breathed, smoothing her hands along his back and over his shoulders. She didn't think that would ever get old, being able to touch and feel, and feel his warm body flush against hers, his heart beating powerfully against her chest. It was still intense, so new and raw--but after that, she just felt relaxed, languid, her muscles trembling. "Fuck...that was..."

She didn't have the words for it. She couldn't have spoken them, anyway, because she felt her throat and chest tightening and she blinked hard against the stinging there. She drew a deep breath and buried her face against his neck, breathing in his scent, feeling his warm pulse. "Thanks."

[Aeytrious]

        Every touch of Briar’s fingers, her breath, her hair brushing against him, sent a wave of sensation cascading through Dirk’s body. As amazing as it was, the heat of their bodies pressed together was becoming too intense. He gave Briar one last kiss before lifting himself from atop her to lay next to her. He couldn’t help but gaze upon her nude form differently now. She was beautiful in his eyes before, but not he felt lust with a new awareness. A hand reached out to trace the curves of her body. Swirling down her neck and chest. Dirk grazed Briar’s nipples, and traced her areolas before gliding down to her navel.
        “I’ve appreciated the varying forms created by biology, and the artistry and purpose of each,” Dirk said as his hand glided back along its course. “Never before have I looked at someone and felt these feelings of desire. You are amazingly beautiful. Thank you for teaching me about this. I hope we can share this experience many more times.”