Of course she has no idea, because that would be
helpful. Kyto sighs, combing a hand through his hair and frowning when the band holding it back almost comes out in his hold. He reaffixes it as they walk, tightening dark strands back out of his face. A soft humming sound, somewhere between dry amusement and a promise of violence, slips from his lips at her further words. Asking nicely hasn't been his way for quite some time. Whomever has Kanimir, they will hand over his son, or he will slay them where they stand. Fiachna's laughter is almost simultaneous with the thought.
He sends her a sideways look at her suggestion they split up, one brow lifting slightly in dry questioning. She knows he will refuse, as well as he knows she is simply egging him on. After everything they have discussed, he is hardly going to let her have her way with the boy that easily. For the moment, he needs her to help him find their son, but his conviction to keep her away from him, at least until his magic has been taken, is as strong as ever.
"We go together." He says firmly, shrugging his coat higher around his shoulders as a chilly breeze whistles softly over them, ruffling the fur of his collar. He picks up the pace, then, long legs taking longer strides, and forges an easy path through the loose, fresh snow. "How far?"
Kanimir blinks, surprised she would leave him so simply, but realises the effect of her words a moment later.
Stay put, an order. One that will undoubtedly cause him pain should he try to disobey it. He sighs softly, moving forward to take the water that had been brought and drinking slowly. There's a small window in the side of the room, and he crosses over to it, looking out over the small settlement in a way that is almost wistful. The people are going about their lives, wary of the apparently wealthy stranger in their midst, but normal all the same. They look peaceful, happy, even. He hadn't expected it to hurt so much to see that, but it does. Something in his chest twists and burns with the knowledge of their freedom, seemingly so simple and inherent to them, but so far from what he has.
He sets the water down, ignores the way it had shimmered as his hand shook and trembled where he held it. He turns, back pressed into the wall, and slowly slides down to sit on the cold floor, legs drawn up to his chest. He feels helpless. It's crushing and foreign and something that hasn't even occurred to him since, since his childhood, since he
escaped. A choked sound escapes him and he clamps his mouth shut with a snap, fingers twisting in his short, ragged hair as he drops his head into his hands. He's little more than a helpless, scared child, powerless and unable to even stand up for the one person he cares about in this whole sordid mess. The weight of the collar around his throat is crushing, pressing against his skin as he hunches over, and on impulse he reaches for it, fingers fighting against the stiff leather and the tremor in them.
It slides free after a long, suffocating moment, and he throws it across the room with as much strength as he can muster. It hits the opposing wall and plops onto the floor, out of sight. The feeling of air on his skin is like a godsend, fingers brushing over the rough, reddened skin where it sat and rubbed for days on end. He settles like that, curled into himself, one hand resting over the back of his neck, the other fisted in his hair. He doesn't know when the Blessed will return, but he will take the moment of solitude for what it is.
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