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That makes him scoff, even as he leans into her and tries to remember what it actually feels like to be warm. He hasn't been in so long, not since...not since they left Uthlyn, really. It seems like an eternity since they entered this cold, frigid land, and he has done nothing but suffer and shatter in that time. He shakes his head again, arms loose at his side but the feeling of hers around him impossibly comforting.

"You really think he'll c-care?" He asks into the fabric of her top, face hidden from the light, from the pain he knows would be reflected in his eyes. "He doesn't care. He never h-has."

A small part of him wonders if Kyto could have changed, if twenty years could have somehow made him into a better person, a better father, but the more rational side of him shuts that down as quickly as it can arise. Kyto is incapable of change, more than Kanimir has ever been. Even the good memories he has, fleeting as they may be, are tainted by the knowledge that they never lasted. Good times, short and clipped, always came crashing down with a flare of anger, a bitter spiel of curses and hatred and bias. Kanimir didn't choose the be born with magic, to be born at all, but he took the gift he was given and learned to master it, to take what he is and make it better, and Kyto convicted him for it.

He'd thought he was beyond this, now, that time and life had given him the healing he needed to forget his memories. He'd grown into himself, learned how to be free of all expectations and laws, made of himself who he wanted to be. And then, the Blessed had stripped him of everything that made him even feel like more than a slave. An irony he would have appreciated in any other circumstances. Now, he just feels fragile, broken, like there are pieces of himself that had been chipped away and will never fit back together properly, will never make him whole in the same way again. He's still determined, still sure that, even if it kills him, he will see Keithia free again. He's set her free from hell once already, he won't let her return any further into it.

He breathes out slowly, feels suddenly more in control of himself than he has in days. The fear is still there, bubbling beneath the surface, ready and waiting for a crack in his calm, but he's managed to find some solid ground, flotsam in the wreckage of his sense of self. He draws back slowly, drags a hand down his face with another soft, weary breath.

"Keithia..." He begins, frowning a little as he tries to find words to describe her, to describe what she is to him. He doesn't even really know the answer to that himself. Perhaps, he should be more careful with his words, his willingness to speak, but Fiachna has done nothing but help him and stand before him, a shield, in the presence of Kyto. He doesn't know who she is, not really, but his every instinct screams to trust her, to let her...protect him, and he has ever been a man of instinct. "She's...she's my friend. A nymph. She was kidnapped from her glenn and sold around as a...a trophy. I freed her and promised to show her the rest of the world, help her find somewhere she'd be safe again."

A soft laugh, bitter, airy. "Turns out I'm not great at keeping my promises."

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Fiachna chuckles, quietly, to herself when he asks if Kyto will care. Care? Likely not. She doesn't need him to care to do something, though. "I'll take care of Kyto," she murmurs, lightly combing through his ragged hair. Fixing him as much as she might given their circumstances.

She watches him when he speaks of the... nymph? It isn't until he mentions the promise that she lets out a small breath, akin to a sigh, before she nods a little. "Promises are a damning thing," she says, a little teasing, though she wipes at his face. He looks so haggard, so worn. "And it's only considered broken if you die without fulfilling it."

Fiachna watches him a moment before gesturing to the log. "Sit, love. Since you cannot carry out your promise, I suppose I shall for you." It's hard to not help him when he's there, in front of her. One of the reasons she'd stayed away. Fiachna didn't want to be a crutch. Wanted him to grow on his own. One of her fingers trace one of his small horns, smiling a little. "Then we'll find somewhere to stay, where you can clean up. Really rest." Kyto could come along if he was going to behave. She found she wanted him around too, if only because he'd keep things entertaining.

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He wants to ask her how she intends to do that, how she even knows Kyto in the first place, but he remembers how easily she had gotten him to leave before, with just a few simple words. He still wants to know, wants to know who she is to him, why she cares, but the feeling of her fingers running through his hair, light and warm, is soothing and calming, drawing him closer to sleep by the moment. And he does need sleep, he's tired, exhausted, in a way he never really knew he could be, not only in his body but in his mind, each and every thought taking a concentrated effort to formulate properly. The sound of somewhere to clean up, get some real rest, is like music to his ears and he smiles a little, leans into the touch of her fingers against his horns. She's promising to help him save Keithia, and for now, he'll take her word.

Something snaps in the forest behind them, a sound not unlike a bowstring snapping back into place. Adrenaline jolts through him and he spins on the spot, eyes going wide. It takes a moment, but he focuses in on the slight shape of a woman against the trees, firelight flickering on the clasps of her cloak. Distantly, he recognises her as one of the locals from the trade way station, but that's not what grabs his attention most. A bow is held loose in her left hand, and she's drawing an arrow onto the string, sights set on Fiachna behind him, eyes reflecting nothing but the faint flames of their fire.

He doesn't even think about it, doesn't move his hand more than an inch in her direction, and flames flash through his eyes. The rush of it is overpowering, his balance wavering as the energy flows out of him like water from a dam. Not just the woman, but the entire area of forest around her is covered in rapidly spreading veins of gold and red, before they simply burst, throwing ash into the air and filling it with the smell of acrid death. Kanimir coughs softly, blood still hot with the burst of adrenaline and power through his veins. The sight of it is both exhilarating and sickening, the knowledge that his power has truly returned coupled with the fact that arrow would have found a home in the only person who seems to give a damn had he been a split second later.

He turns back towards Fiachna, to ensure she's truly unharmed, and something warm and wet bursts down his back, pooling at the top of his pants. He glances down, confused, and presses a hand to it, staring in confusion when his palm comes away red and sticky. Oh. He swallows, blinking blearily at the thick, wooden shaft imbedded in his flesh, inches up from his hip, before turning his gaze back to Fiachna, eyes wide and glazed. The pain hits, then, sharp and stabbing and driving deeper through him with every breath, and a mewling sound escapes him as he slowly sinks to his knees and tries not to pass out then and there.

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The sound was unexpected. Surprising. Fiachna had been paying so much attention to her son... She cursed as she turned and the arrow struck before she could put herself between him and the archer. Then, everything exploded in ash. The smell was nothing. Fiachna had been surrounded by death before.

Cursing again, she looked down at Kanimir and helped him, lowering him carefully to the ground with her cloak beneath him. Now... Healing was not her strong suit. Fiachna was great at breaking things, ruining lives, and even killing in her own way... But this? "You should have let it hit me," she hisses, over and over, unaware she's even saying it. Half mad at herself for not being aware and mad at Kyto for... not being there. This certainly kicked up her schedule of moving. She pulls a glove off and wads the fabric, pressing it against where he's bleeding.

Her wings unfurled and she shot up in the air, looking around. Making certain they were actually alone. She didn't want to be caught again. Then she dropped right back where she'd left him, her wings gone as quickly as she'd needed them. "We might be going to town sooner than later." Because she has no idea what to do for him.

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Kanimir chokes on air, breaths twisting from his lungs quick and shallow as his fingers curl into the earth beneath him. His flesh feels like it's burning, the aches and throbbing in his bones drowned out by the sharp, scalding point of pain in his side, and he just wants it to stop. He's tired of the pain, tired of hurting and breaking and his own weakness. He's aware of a tormented sound breaking from his lips but makes little effort to stop it. Shaking fingers find the shaft of the arrow, seeking only to make the pain that worsens with every trembling breath cease, but he doesn't have to strength to do much more, skin slick with his own blood.

His gaze turns to Fiachna, hazy and growing dimmer by the moment, seeking what, he doesn't know. An end to his suffering? Something to anchor himself with amidst the agony that never seems to end?  Comfort? His free hand finds the edge of her dress, clings to it like a babe to its mother's skirt, and through the fog of pain, something in the back of his mind clicks. Staring up at her, vision clouded by the impending failure of a body already pushed beyond breaking, with the gentle light of the fire casting shadows on her face and the weight of her dark eyes seeking to help him, the years fall away like leaves in an autumn breeze.

He remembers a child, bold and reckless, and unafraid of the world. Remembers a soft touch and a gentle word to mend scraped knees and bloodied knuckles, a hand ruffling through short, dirtied hair and admonishing the state of him in a tone that never carried any real scolding. His breath stutters in his lungs, suddenly choking around the lump in his throat beyond the pain seizing his lungs. His vision blurs ever further as tears, both pain and an emotion he's too shattered to name, sting his eyes and roll down the already stained skin of his cheeks.

"M-mom?"




Kyto finds few answers amidst the dark figures of the forest. He's collected a small armload of wood, tucked between his side and arm while his torch flickers in the chill, shuddering wind, but his actions are mostly subconscious. His attention is far from focusing on his task.

It's been so long, he's spent so much time angry, convicted to this path - he still is, still wants to fix what's broken - but the sight of his son, his child, so frightened, broken, will not leave him be. The fear in the boy's eyes haunts him, belittles him with the guilt of what he had done to spark such a reaction in his own flesh and blood.  He doesn't feel...wrong, for his actions, even now, not in the part of his mind that isn't swimming in emotions he thought he'd gained a hold of long ago.

Stomping through the undergrowth in turmoil is getting him nowhere, he decides firmly - after his boots catch on a low root hidden in the snow for the sixth time - and turns back in the direction of Fiachna's camp with a forceful huff. That woman has turned him inside out and she knows it; ripped apart his convictions and goals with her intoxicating presence and intimacy he can't stop himself drowning in.

He should have cast her out that window back in the tavern.

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Fiachna's options in that moment are quite limited. Given that she isn't exactly an angel of healing, she is tense and fretting in place. Looking around the shadowed forest for signs of Kyto. Angry that he hadn't been there to prevent this in the first place, angry she'd not taken the arrow instead...

Her thoughts raced with all of the possibilities. If it had been anyone other than her son, she'd have laughed. The odds. Who else, though, would have taken an arrow for her? Who else would have tried to save her? Fiachna had tricked people into throwing their lives away by the droves, but she'd done nothing of the sort for the boy and he'd done so anyway.

If he died now, she'd be really disappointed.

Fiachna's so caught up in her internal ranting and looking around she nearly misses how he grabs ahold of her dress, but she glances down just long enough to watch him ask his question. Mom? She lets out a deep breath, smiles just a little, before she kneels next to him. "We have a lot to talk about, you and I. But for now, I just need you to hang on..." Her hand returns to the wound, pressing the blood-soaked glove to it to stem the bleeding. Exasperated, she then shouts, "Kyto!" Were she a normal creature, her voice might not have made it far in the forest. For Fiachna, though, the call for him carried. At this rate, she didn't care if she called anyone else. Right now, she needed someone who knew anything about healing mortal bodies.

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Kanimir chokes on a sob, the burning behind his eyes erasing what little vision he still had a hold on. He curls into himself, clutching at her like a lifeline amid the agony gripping him, twisting through his chest and burning in a way that is far more than physical. He should be angry, really, should hate her for leaving him, abandoning him to Kyto and all that became of his childhood, but he can't. He's too broken, too desperate for an end to the horror his life has become, and amongst it all she's the only one to offer him comfort.

He's so cold, shaking and trembling with every breath, the blood pooling down his side chilling before its even soaked through his clothes. The rational part of him recognises the freezing sensation, the cold sweat upon his brow, as shock, his body giving in to the abuse it has suffered, the blood draining away into snow below him, but he's too far lost to the emotions wreaking havoc in his head and all he wants, as independent as he has ever been, is for someone to put the shattered pieces of his self back together again, make him whole. He's losing himself to the pain, and there's a fear in the back of his mind that he might never make it back.

Just survive, he remembers thinking to himself what feels like years ago, when he had made the decision to do whatever it took to see Keithia free. That outcome is looking ever less likely, even if Fiachna manages to keep him alive, and his hold on her dress tightens, his fingers weak and failing further by the moment.

"Keithia," He gasps, voice rasping and a shadow of itself, taut with pain and the emotions suffocating him, "Please. You h-have to save her. You have to g-give her back her f-freedom. Please."




Kyto can smell death in the air before he even hears Fiachna's call. The stench of it hits him as he catches sight of the dancing red and gold sparks in the air, familiar in ways he never hoped to see again. Fiachna's voice is almost desperate, concerned, and despite himself fear washes over him. For her, or for another, he can't tell, he barely recognises the emotion as what it is, a foreign concept to him by now, buried by years of anger and bitterness.

He abandons the armload of wood and his torch, both, with barely a second thought. Launching forwards, he moves through the trees into a clearing that is almost twice the size it was when he left it, ash and sparks floating on a static breeze and filling the air with the smell of burning and ash. Fiachna kneels close to the fire, shaking sobs filling the air alongside the near silent crackle of fading magic. Kyto freezes, unable to process for a split second, his hand automatically on his sword hilt, searching for the danger, the enemy.

Horror at what he knows his son has done follows soon after, and it is enough to jolt him from his shock. He moves forwards quickly, coming to face where Fiachna kneels and taking in the sight before him. Ice slides down his spine once again, anger slipping away as something he can't even name falls into its place. Kanimir is clutching at Fiachna's dress, wailing like a frightened child. His entire frame shakes with the force of his anguish, and something in Kyto's chest aches to see it. The feeling is, once again, foreign and forgotten and he doesn't know what to do with it.

He glances down at Fiachna's hands and sees red, in a way far different to how he usually perceives it. The thin shaft of an arrow protrudes from his son's tattered clothes, crimson too dark to be human slipping away down his side, coating Fiachna's hands and the glove she is using to stem the bleeding. His breath catches in his throat and he doesn't know what to do with the emotions suddenly clouding his mind, alike to the thoughtless intimacy Fiachna spurs him into but so much colder. He can't process the situation at hand and the feelings he thought long dead, so he locks them away, tucks them down under the anger and resentment he has grown so used to.

He still feels cold with the shock of the moment, but that he can handle.

"What happened?" He demands, taut and harsh as he reaches for Kanimir's throat and presses his fingers to the boy's jugular with an almost gentle touch. His pulse is racing, trembling with an erratic beat, and he doesn't even flinch away from Kyto's icy fingers, still sobbing harshly into his mother's side. It's surprisingly strong, though, given how much crimson red Kyto can see pooling in the snow beneath them, and he supposes he has Fiachna to thank for that.

He reaches for the pack at his waist, just a small pouch of bare necessities to dealing with minor injuries on his own. He travels light, deals with anything major if or when he can find civilization, or else makes do. Right now, he almost regrets that choice, but there's little he can do about it. The boy's shirt will have to do for bandages.

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Fiachna continues to kneel next to her son, near hovering over him to ensure that if there is to be anything else lethal flung their direction, it will hit her. Pain is but a minimal distraction to the immortal angel. Watching him suffer so close at hand, and both not being the cause and not being able to stop it, is difficult for her. Making her feel oddly desperate and hopeless. Restless and a touch angry. Not with Kanimir, mind, though she finds her thoughts stuck on why wouldn't he just let the damn arrow hit her?

His pleading, though, for another is something she can easily shrug off. Fiachna's heart, as small and tucked away as it is, has been reserved only for her family. She can appreciate that her son had made a promise, but that could be fulfilled at any time. As she'd said, and in that moment she didn't particularly care about anyone else.

When Kyto finally appears, the relief she feels is physical. A weight off her shoulders and a pressure off her chest. Fiachna is a creature of chaos and destruction – she doesn't know the first thing about fixing her son. Surely, though...

His question sounds hollow, though. Silly in the moment. She looks from Kyto's face, down to their bleeding son, then back. "An arrow, obviously." The what of it doesn't seem nearly as important as the how to make it better. "What do you need?" The creation of things is easy enough, if they're small. Anything that's taken from her physically is like pulling feathers. A stinging pain, but bearable given the alternative. Whatever he might have need of, she'd try to provide. It was, quite literally, all she could do to help.

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