Sunniva froze, heart pounding so hard she felt dizzy. A gentle futile shake of her head, "Please," and despite her words she rolled her hips against his hand, hands finding his neck to cling, "this isnt what i saved you for," she breathed out, hating herself for being so weak.
Sunniva swallowed thickly, shifting again to pull herself farther away, slinking to the other side of the bed and sliding off. "I wouldnt want to soil you any further," she cleared her throat, "get in the damn bathtub and stop trying to.. to..." she stopped talking, simply blushed and hung her head down.
She should have been expecting this. Why hadnt she thought ahead?