"I'm not walking on eggshells!" she protested quickly. "But we obviously had bigger things to deal with! For all we knew you were dying, I couldn't just—"
To her complete horror, she realized her throat was growing tight. She tsked and looked away quickly, trying to swipe at her eyes as subtly as possible.
"It's...sort of a catch either way," she admitted with another sigh. She sort of just...sank to the ground, as though standing was suddenly too much work. Head in one hand, she muttered, "If I stay here, if I stay human, my—my magic is going to burn me out. It could be in a few years, it could be in decades, but it'll happen eventually."
Kit snorted, jerking his head back. He'd known her magical condition was more serious than she'd wanted to believe, but...
"But if I take the offer, if I let them make me part of the Court..." She glared at her feet. "My grandfather doesn't actually give a damn about me. He just wants another bargaining chip. I think he's planning to marry me off to another court."